I don't feel like smiling today.
Actually, scrap that, i'm forcing myself to feel better.
New piercing next week, going to get my right nipple done, finally. Also thought of an ace tattoo i want, although my sister was all 'But it's a band!' it's not so much a band, but an image of the song title with lyrics from the song under it, which really is the lyric i live by:
Despite all my rage, i am still just a rat in a cage
I can really relate to it, i look at it in the sense of i have all this rage that i want to unleash sometimes, but i know that i can't and wont release it. I wish sometimes i got back to my old routine, but too many people will be disappointed with me if i do.
The main reason i'm so down today, is from reading a SG's blog, her entries are so beautiful, but she's gone through fucking hell, makes me feel so inadequate when i think about my past, which makes me feel shitty and like a whiner. Thinking about that, how can i be a whiner if i don't talk about my past issues? I'm a spaz.
Actually, scrap that, i'm forcing myself to feel better.
New piercing next week, going to get my right nipple done, finally. Also thought of an ace tattoo i want, although my sister was all 'But it's a band!' it's not so much a band, but an image of the song title with lyrics from the song under it, which really is the lyric i live by:
Despite all my rage, i am still just a rat in a cage
I can really relate to it, i look at it in the sense of i have all this rage that i want to unleash sometimes, but i know that i can't and wont release it. I wish sometimes i got back to my old routine, but too many people will be disappointed with me if i do.
The main reason i'm so down today, is from reading a SG's blog, her entries are so beautiful, but she's gone through fucking hell, makes me feel so inadequate when i think about my past, which makes me feel shitty and like a whiner. Thinking about that, how can i be a whiner if i don't talk about my past issues? I'm a spaz.
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aesirr:
I ain't too bad over all, just really wishing the weekend was longer. You getting on any better?
saraphine:
Thanks dear! If I do it when I'm wankered, it would sound a lot more harsh....I try to avoid it! Hey you're cute!!