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This is how they make cocaine (btw, im sure cigarettes are something like this too):



I was incredibly depressed today. I find myself not very happy with my life right now. Im not sure what saddens me most, the fact that I lost my dad or the fact my mom lost my dad. She's been calling me more and more in tears and while I know she's got it, that she'll be fine, I know it still kills her. Add to that crappy feeling the fact that im in a debt that compares to people that graduated from college, yet I have no degree to show for it. And, lastly, my ex moves out this weekend. I dont regret my decision, but I already miss her. She's still a very special person to me and its weird thinking we wont live together anymore (love you girl). So I pretty much need a change. A big one, and I know exactly what I want.

I WILL BECOME A TRAINED KILLER OR A MASTER THIEF. And I dont mean a thug or something, Im talking hanging from the ceiling dressed in black with a knife on my mouth about to kill some druglord and/or steal something from his place. Anyways, what you guys think?

TRAINED KILLER vs MASTER THIEF