Well, my decision and life has been made much easier by the one friend that was being such a dickhead before. The one of the 2 that I considered my good friends and I went to this party. Well, the friend who has been pissing me off was there and was being a complete asshole, and by that I mean, making fun of the one guy I consider my "true" friend's deaf sister. Repeadetly. After telling him to stop. It was sad, and I wanted to hit him so bad...yet had to stop an ensuing fight between them...eventhough I wanted my true friend to kick the shit out of the other guy...sigh. I almost did, too...after awhile, and I'm not a violent person. Though, the one positive about this...it made a lot of things clear...and despite the words of the other guy (aka "I'm your best friend") I see who really matters in my life...and it's sad to say, but it's the "true" friend...and my ex-girlfriend. I love her, and always will...eventhough we weren't meant to date, I guess. That's cool, though...I love few people in my life...My mom, my ex (in a friend way), and my "true" friend...
But, I digress, as I'm probably just drunk rambling. I really want to have a fun 21st (August 18th to those who don't pay attention) and I'd like for everyone on this site, in this area...to read this and tell me of something cool to do, or say that they want to help that cause out . Leave me some messages...IM me...Talk to me.
On that note....I must sign off...as I have Unreal Tournament 2004 to play. Goodnight all. Hope to hear from you...
But, I digress, as I'm probably just drunk rambling. I really want to have a fun 21st (August 18th to those who don't pay attention) and I'd like for everyone on this site, in this area...to read this and tell me of something cool to do, or say that they want to help that cause out . Leave me some messages...IM me...Talk to me.
On that note....I must sign off...as I have Unreal Tournament 2004 to play. Goodnight all. Hope to hear from you...
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For your birthday do something you might not normally do.. In that respect have fun with it. Dont worry about what people may think of you or if people stare.. Just do it and be 100% yourself no regrets no looking back.
And I just noticed your beagle mix in your profile. I adore beagles. I had one but some horrible person broke his back and we had to have him put to sleep last year.