aristar's SuicideGirls Blog

So yes I went to this show.. was not that impressed with what they've done with the old Onyx...

actually made me kind of sad being that this was the first time i've been back since they've changed over.... the burlesque show was entertaining enough.. but still.. /sigh.. miss the Onyx....

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caellum:

Er, guess not. I was at the Fluff Girl Burlesque show last night, it was at Bender's Tavern, which I think was the old Onyx.(?). Some girl who resembled you and seemed to be hangin with Vivienne VaVoom was handing out flyers for this burlesque group, http://burlesqueasitwas.com/, which has a show next week.

but, clearly, no, that person was not you.
-caellum

Aug 6, 2005

aristar:

I'm at this point: having just moved, just settled in over the weekend in my new place, put my curtains up.. Lizzy has somewhat settled in (my cat). Its starting to feel like home, but I wonder.. if I'll ever feel like staying in one place, not running, not moving, not getting the fuck out.. and in more ways than one, job, relationship, life, needing to get the fuck out of my head sometimes... ???

I've spent so much of my time settled into something that was false, the clarity of all of this is breathtaking. I think this will be in my mind for some time... I guess you could say i'm glad for this, I would rather have feelings of lonliness and being scared than feeling stuck and stranded. Is that common sense? have I been totally blind to it all along?

Aug 7, 2005

Yep staying here, just moving out... I think this is the worst day of my life... so that must mean it can only get better from here... or at least thats my attempt at positive thinking..

caellum:

Moving sucks.

Going to this?

Aug 5 2005 10:00 PM
FLUFFGIRL BURLESQUE
Bender's Tavern
Denver, CO

They are also performing on saturday, same time/venue(?).

The Rug-pisser moved out, new roommate promises not to pee on rug. It really holds the room together.

-caellum

Aug 4, 2005

aristar:

Hmmm dunno

perhaps.

Aug 5, 2005

I am finally moving... starting over... trying again... its a very daunting idea... I'm quite scared.. and feel as though i'm on the verge of going completely mental.. Its a very exciting feeling.