I feel weird and shitty at the same time, very strange.
I talked to one of my ex yesterday. We haven't talk like in 3 monthes, he used to be my best friend for a while, i'm very glad we talked. He's an awesome man, he helped me a lot
But at the same time, I feel very weird about it.
I don't know.
He sent me a mail yesterday telling me: so you finally did SG. and that's how we started talking again. I have no regrets at all about it, I think it's cool. I don't give a fuck about what people can say. Peoples that are going to talk against it, are they gonna be the ones to help me? Are they gonna pay the rent? No, it's my life, I make my choices for myself. If I make mistakes, well, I'll learn to deal with them and I'll be stronger at the end.
I had shit for years and I was too sensitive. I wanna be stronger, I already am. But I'm working harder.
He also said: You're the most smart and beautiful woman I've ever known. He wrote me a mail so beautiful and sad at the same time, I cried. I wrote to my mom, to tell her how I was feeling. She said, to me and your dad you're the most beautiful person in the world. SHe cheered me up, telling me I was smart, strong and pretty. I don't lknow, I'd like to think that from time to time.
And I'm asking myself, the guy that I met.. What he's he going to say when he'll learn I'm a SG. Will he learn by somebody else, will I have to tell him. I don't know what he's going to say. I don't know what's going to happen. We told ourselves we would wait and see whats going on.
ANyways
I'll see a friend later, we'll walk, shop and play scrabble probly. Watch the 9 lives of Garfiled later too haha
I leave you with that:
Have a good day folks
xox
You never know must be the most beautiful love song in the world:
I talked to one of my ex yesterday. We haven't talk like in 3 monthes, he used to be my best friend for a while, i'm very glad we talked. He's an awesome man, he helped me a lot
But at the same time, I feel very weird about it.
I don't know.
He sent me a mail yesterday telling me: so you finally did SG. and that's how we started talking again. I have no regrets at all about it, I think it's cool. I don't give a fuck about what people can say. Peoples that are going to talk against it, are they gonna be the ones to help me? Are they gonna pay the rent? No, it's my life, I make my choices for myself. If I make mistakes, well, I'll learn to deal with them and I'll be stronger at the end.
I had shit for years and I was too sensitive. I wanna be stronger, I already am. But I'm working harder.
He also said: You're the most smart and beautiful woman I've ever known. He wrote me a mail so beautiful and sad at the same time, I cried. I wrote to my mom, to tell her how I was feeling. She said, to me and your dad you're the most beautiful person in the world. SHe cheered me up, telling me I was smart, strong and pretty. I don't lknow, I'd like to think that from time to time.
And I'm asking myself, the guy that I met.. What he's he going to say when he'll learn I'm a SG. Will he learn by somebody else, will I have to tell him. I don't know what he's going to say. I don't know what's going to happen. We told ourselves we would wait and see whats going on.
ANyways
I'll see a friend later, we'll walk, shop and play scrabble probly. Watch the 9 lives of Garfiled later too haha
I leave you with that:
Have a good day folks
xox
You never know must be the most beautiful love song in the world:
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it seems that this guy could still be a good friend and make you happy if he would avoid making you cry! i have an ex who i still miss so much, but we hung out as friends on monday and it was so nice not to have to miss him
my parents (well, my dad and his gorgeous partner) are like that too - so supportive and always make me feel like a success, whatever is going on.
as for feeling funny about SG, i will reinforce what everyone else has said - be proud! this community is awesome, look at all the rad ladies you have met here! you will receive so much encouragement and praise just for being the beautiful sweet person that you are
what do you like to write about? where do you write?
are you doing any art at university? do you want to be a tattoo artist now or later in life? have you drawn any tattoo flash that you can sell? if i come to montreal (and i probably will as nicole still technically lives there), would you like to have chai with me?
best best best wishes to you xoxoxoxo