The Claudia & Ariadne journal. This rules.
You know, I never would have chosen the name Ariadne if I know I had to be Ariadne1. Ariadne is a very special family name, & when I joined the site, it worked fine. Then for some reason, they changed it to Ariadne1. I hate that whole letter/ number combination thing. I like to be original. I may as well be CoolPerson62, or something. I could change it to enema bag, but it's probably already taken.
I'm in the throes of deep melancholy today. God, I'm depressed. I'm so angry at people right now. My mother is such an unreal bitch. No one seems to care about me except all the wrong people. I guess that's not really true, but if there's an idiot in the world that I was stupid enough to give my phone number or e-mail to, damned if they're not in constant communication, but the people I really want and need, where the fuck are they? (Not you, bear). Is it really that hard for people to show other people some love? Especially when they fucking gave birth to you?
Fuck people. Yes I have perspective...I know what's going on in New Orleans. You'd be hard-pressed to find a person with more sympathy than me. But God dammit, some of us are withering away and dying on the inside from sadness and neglect, for far less obvious reasons, and I wish ...oh fuck it. Never mind.
C, I'll call you around 7 & see what your plans are...
XO
You know, I never would have chosen the name Ariadne if I know I had to be Ariadne1. Ariadne is a very special family name, & when I joined the site, it worked fine. Then for some reason, they changed it to Ariadne1. I hate that whole letter/ number combination thing. I like to be original. I may as well be CoolPerson62, or something. I could change it to enema bag, but it's probably already taken.
I'm in the throes of deep melancholy today. God, I'm depressed. I'm so angry at people right now. My mother is such an unreal bitch. No one seems to care about me except all the wrong people. I guess that's not really true, but if there's an idiot in the world that I was stupid enough to give my phone number or e-mail to, damned if they're not in constant communication, but the people I really want and need, where the fuck are they? (Not you, bear). Is it really that hard for people to show other people some love? Especially when they fucking gave birth to you?
Fuck people. Yes I have perspective...I know what's going on in New Orleans. You'd be hard-pressed to find a person with more sympathy than me. But God dammit, some of us are withering away and dying on the inside from sadness and neglect, for far less obvious reasons, and I wish ...oh fuck it. Never mind.
C, I'll call you around 7 & see what your plans are...
XO