Sooooo... I'm rollin hard on the big 3-5! To be honest, I never really thought I would make it this far. I mean, like 35 is old, right! I guess that I'm entering my mid life crisis... I soooo want a Harley, but I don't have the funds to get one. Hell most of the times I don't have the funds to buy gas (fuckin greedy ass oil companies!!) This is not where i pictured myself @35, cause I never really have pictured my self making it this far in life! I'm really uncomfortable with life @ this point, but still I have to solider on. I soooo sick of turning wrenches! I've been doing it for like 20 years now! I want to do something else, but I don't have the time nor the fundage! I think I could do some wicked things with computers, but I don't have the training nor the 'spare' time to mess with getting training. I dunno, I need a change! I need some of the pressure taken off of me. Yeah, so like a good paying job does NOT always mean financial security and bliss! You make more, you spend more, and sometimes you count on things staying they way they are and they don't! Change is a constant, and the only thing that doesn't change! Yeah, I know waaaaa, I have a good job and a wife and kid and a nice house, blah blah blah.... Doesn't always mean happiness! I have no friends! I bearly see my wife and kid, when I am not dead tired from working all the time. And that's another thing wearing away at my psyche... I work like ALL the time! I set a goal of making sure that my kid(s) don't have to grow up 'trailer trash' like I did, but then I got complacent and now my goal is to keep the previous goal. I know, poor little me... guess I'm just venting... it's not like anyone REALLY cares (and I do mean, ANYone) how I feel or anything. Like I said, I have NO friends! Anyway... So I'll be 35 on the 23rd. Oh goodies... I have to work that day... figgers...
No rest for the wicked, I reckon....
Oh goodies... I'm outta smokes, need to get ready for work, and the wife is nowhere to be found... par for the course.
No crush this blog. The iWife is probably gonna become A wife, to someone else, sooooo.....
Ed
No rest for the wicked, I reckon....
Oh goodies... I'm outta smokes, need to get ready for work, and the wife is nowhere to be found... par for the course.
No crush this blog. The iWife is probably gonna become A wife, to someone else, sooooo.....
Ed
if it all works out, you'll be happy for me????????
I would like that