Okay sooooo... Workin myself to death...STILL! It seems the harder I work the worse things get! 
So here's what I've got none of this week: Pussy (but that's gettin to be more of a norm), money (also becoming a regular thing), and sleep (which is being conceded for one of the previous two items that are not coming to frutation)! Powerball is up to $204 million!!! But I'd say I have a better chance of getting laid this week (which apparently is NOT going to happen!!!), than I do @ winning the lottery. Ever feel like you were being used for your money? The bad thing is that I feel like that all the time now! All I ever do is work while the wife and kid go spend and have a good time. I haven't been anywhere except to work since Sunday when I went to my G-ma's for lunch! I'm sorry! I'm whining and others have MUCH greater problems than I do! Just needed to vent a little I guess. I'm sooo beat down from the heat and idiocy at work and the lack of caring and affection (except for my Booger) at home... I dunno kinda feel like something needs to change. Maybe I need to 'outsource' some affection, but that would probably just make things worse than they are. I dunno, just need a change, to feel like I am loved, or atleast appreciated! Hell, I have to beg to get clothes washed or even some food (begrudgingly) fixed! Since my wife has lost all this weight she has, I feel like I am being pushed away. I really hope there is nothing 'going on'! But there probably is....
I dunno...
Leave a brother some love, he really needs some!
Ed
So here's what I've got none of this week: Pussy (but that's gettin to be more of a norm), money (also becoming a regular thing), and sleep (which is being conceded for one of the previous two items that are not coming to frutation)! Powerball is up to $204 million!!! But I'd say I have a better chance of getting laid this week (which apparently is NOT going to happen!!!), than I do @ winning the lottery.
Ever feel like you were being used for your money? The bad thing is that I feel like that all the time now! All I ever do is work while the wife and kid go spend and have a good time. I haven't been anywhere except to work since Sunday when I went to my G-ma's for lunch! I'm sorry! I'm whining and others have MUCH greater problems than I do! Just needed to vent a little I guess. I'm sooo beat down from the heat and idiocy at work and the lack of caring and affection (except for my Booger) at home... I dunno kinda feel like something needs to change. Maybe I need to 'outsource' some affection, but that would probably just make things worse than they are. I dunno, just need a change, to feel like I am loved, or atleast appreciated! Hell, I have to beg to get clothes washed or even some food (begrudgingly) fixed! Since my wife has lost all this weight she has, I feel like I am being pushed away. I really hope there is nothing 'going on'! But there probably is....I dunno...
Leave a brother some love, he really needs some!
Ed
lol
PS: NO< I"m not fucking jealous!!!