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Yeah so like day 4 of being home by myself. I ready to kill the dogs! I really don't wanna go to work tonight. I'm just kinda in a funk at the moment. My head freakin hurts really bad tonight for some reason. Not tryin to be smart, there, I really don't understand why it hurts as bad as it does! It was fine yesterday. *sigh* I'm not really one to just bare my soul (other things, maybe), so I'll just say this... I'm in a bind. I'm really gettin fed up with my job, which used to be a blast. In fact I was actually having a good time@ work until I split my head open the other night. The Bendix strike last month left a HUGE hole in my finances, which weren't fully recovered from my losing my freakin mind at the first of the year. I dunno it seems like the harder I try the worse things get. I mean I really should be thankful for all that I do have. I mean my marriage is relatively stable, unlike some of the guys I work with who are going thru MESSY divorces. I have my health, for the most part. It's not like the little cut on my head compares in the slightest to what Syndel and Pistolita are going thru! Which, by the way, y'all need to stop in and leave them some love and wishes for a full and speedy recovery! Yeah I know this is a kinda whiney blog, but hey I'm not superman and shit does get to me after a while. Hell I spent 4 years bustin my ass to get my shit squared after the lay off in 2000 and now I'm buried up to my neck in shit, again. This is no way to have to live life.

Okay, okay I'll quit now cause I'm just makin myself feel worse and I'm sure y'all don't wanna hear it.

Y'all leave me some love...

Ed