2006
I am incredibly upset right now, (hmm how odd, I only seem to write here when I am in a bad mood) anyway, I actually made the effort to get up early to try to get my fat ass to the gym. Got my whole excercise gear on, pulled up my hair, pinned it, made sure my ipod was charged, got water (ewww) and a towel. But (my fiance is going to love this...more bits of incompetent Kazandra), I can't find the stupid key tag to enter the damn gym. So that's why I am feeling bad, I get my hopes up and I try to get a half assed plan ready for the gym and it just plain sucks. I don't even want to deal with asking him to get me a new key tag....just don't want to add to the list of ammo for him to use against him. I'll just ask him if he can cancel the whole damn thing. I know what I need to do, eat better, and do more. Not that complicated but I promise myself to do it, and I know I can do this.
Anyone interested in excercising with me? I'm a lot nicer, and not so pessimistic in person.
I am incredibly upset right now, (hmm how odd, I only seem to write here when I am in a bad mood) anyway, I actually made the effort to get up early to try to get my fat ass to the gym. Got my whole excercise gear on, pulled up my hair, pinned it, made sure my ipod was charged, got water (ewww) and a towel. But (my fiance is going to love this...more bits of incompetent Kazandra), I can't find the stupid key tag to enter the damn gym. So that's why I am feeling bad, I get my hopes up and I try to get a half assed plan ready for the gym and it just plain sucks. I don't even want to deal with asking him to get me a new key tag....just don't want to add to the list of ammo for him to use against him. I'll just ask him if he can cancel the whole damn thing. I know what I need to do, eat better, and do more. Not that complicated but I promise myself to do it, and I know I can do this.
Anyone interested in excercising with me? I'm a lot nicer, and not so pessimistic in person.