I figured today I would admit a few things. It sucks to do this but I feel its the only way that I can vent.
I admit that.....I may be love with a close friend of mine but she may never see it. I never wanted to fall for her since I was in a long distance relationship and like a dumb-ass I did. Speaking of which, made me feel even more guilty. The thing is that most of the guys she chased after.....I couldn't stand. i felt that they would never treat her right. not like I could. Even though she has her faults, I think she is wonderful person. I try to let her see that day by day but sometimes.....I don't think she's sees it. May she does and I just don't see it in her reactions.
I admit.......my mother was right about grad school. After having a job where people can get away with talking shit to you or being rude because of your race or class, it made me really wonder. But its crazy because once you go, you may be broke again. Ain't that a bitch? There's no difference between an American Dream and American Nightmare sometimes.
I admit.........I'm scared of becoming an uncle. Since my brother-in-law is from Africa, he's been going back and forth from there to the States to see my sister. I hope everything works out for better between those two. The thing is....I'll be an uncle, ya know? For those that don't know me....I am responsible but when it comes to kids....I get clueless ever so often. I think I should be the evuil uncle. The one let's he/she stay up past their normal bedtime when I'm babysitting . Oh well, I've got about 8 morem onths to go so.....we'll see what happens.
Ok thats enough of me admitting shit today. Have fun kiddies.
I admit that.....I may be love with a close friend of mine but she may never see it. I never wanted to fall for her since I was in a long distance relationship and like a dumb-ass I did. Speaking of which, made me feel even more guilty. The thing is that most of the guys she chased after.....I couldn't stand. i felt that they would never treat her right. not like I could. Even though she has her faults, I think she is wonderful person. I try to let her see that day by day but sometimes.....I don't think she's sees it. May she does and I just don't see it in her reactions.
I admit.......my mother was right about grad school. After having a job where people can get away with talking shit to you or being rude because of your race or class, it made me really wonder. But its crazy because once you go, you may be broke again. Ain't that a bitch? There's no difference between an American Dream and American Nightmare sometimes.
I admit.........I'm scared of becoming an uncle. Since my brother-in-law is from Africa, he's been going back and forth from there to the States to see my sister. I hope everything works out for better between those two. The thing is....I'll be an uncle, ya know? For those that don't know me....I am responsible but when it comes to kids....I get clueless ever so often. I think I should be the evuil uncle. The one let's he/she stay up past their normal bedtime when I'm babysitting . Oh well, I've got about 8 morem onths to go so.....we'll see what happens.
Ok thats enough of me admitting shit today. Have fun kiddies.