arctcknight

alright im done, i want to go back to fairbanks at this point. i love it here but im tired of being a prisoner to this house. i was look forward to going gaming all week because it meant getting out of the house and having some fun. and that got shit on with a three hour trip to fucking nowhere for wood for this god forsaken patio project that has taken 3 months too long. im broke and going further upside down every day, im now getting calls on every debt i owe for non payment and i have no job prospect at this point. this move was supposed to be the start of something amazing and it has gone horribly wrong at this point. i would not trade the time with april for anything but at what expense has it come. her mom went to a friends tonight and i broke down in tears because its another night by myself staring at the tv.