arctcknight

im sitting here listening to music and thinking that my better judgment is gone and my descisions made over the past few months have not been the best. i regret none of them knowing that it has been the best few months ive had in a long time. and just letting go feels so good for once. i want a visitor, i want people to know that i care, i want alot of things and yet wanting and needing are starting to blur together in a way that i cant distinguish them anymore....

brain has overloaded so i will leave you with a song.