archmagus2

Do you guys suppose it would matter if i killed myself, I mean right now, just blew my brains out all over my Bob Marley poster. I mean sure there would be the instantaneous shock of my death, but honestly, you'd all get along just fine without me. Everyone would. That's what we do, we get along, we accept anf move on. I know of a guy who couldn't stand the prospect of life without his fiancee so he literally disappeared and started his life over.
No one would do that for me, people are social and yet solitary, they are units grouped together. No one would care, not really, I have no children, no wife, not even a fuck buddy. As long as I finish the run of the show, my death won't affect more than a handful of people, and they'll get over it. But don't worry, I'm not going to kill myself, and I don't want your attention, not that anyone reads this anyway. I'm going to stare at the screen some more and pretend that my death won't make things better for everyone I know.