archmagus2

i'm a liar and a fake
self-destructed on overdrive
burned out and dragged down
i sit in sloitude and comtemplate
a pain i never talk about
manufactured in my own mind
its all just an act you see
to make you think you love me
this self-doubt poetry gets old
i'm begging me for resolution
thirsting for addiction
i cant think of any other
method...
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Do you guys suppose it would matter if i killed myself, I mean right now, just blew my brains out all over my Bob Marley poster. I mean sure there would be the instantaneous shock of my death, but honestly, you'd all get along just fine without me. Everyone would. That's what we do, we get along, we accept anf move on. I know of...
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So, uh, I can't figure out what it is that seperates me form the rest of the male population, maybe I need to starve myself into shape, it really doesn't matter, some people are single for life, maybe I'm one of those people. I'm going to bed now, I've had 7 hours of sleep in the last 85 or so. Nite world.

DOOM REQUIRES A NEW SCREEN NAME!!

OK, so, I'm in Macbeth, I'll be performing at school on October 29, and 30, and November 4, and 5 at 8 p.m. All are invited, the show is free, sling me an IM or something if you want to come. My AIM these days is Republicanlawguy, even though I'm not going to law school right away, and I voted for Kerry, and my email...
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So I've decided I want to get my lip pierced. I'll kick ass then.

Hrmmm, time for an update? Shit. So I've gone back to school, and wow...senioritis is a BITCH. I've been here for like 2 weeks and missed 4 days already, part of that is from dragoncon though, so I've only really missed 2. Whatever, after this weekend I need to get my shit straightened out pretty fast. Anyone want to come hang out? I can't shake...
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Wow, talked to katiemac last night, she doesn't ever want me to contact her in any way and says I have no redeeming value as a human being. It's been a while since I heard that one, almost felt good, like I was losing my touch or something
I know a lot of you are, were, or might consider yourself her friend, so feel free...
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So yeah, an update hrmmmmm

oh yeah I"M COMING HOME FRIDAY!!!!

finally an end to this horrible unpaid nonsense, at least if i'm not going to get paid while I'm home I want the luxury of not working.

Haven't gotten the goth pics from my friends yet, but I still own the clothes and makeup so maybe one night I'll just get dressed up and...
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So I am going to a goth club this weekend, and for those of you who couldn't tell from the two pics posted of me around here, I'm not exactly goth, this should be fun though, I got new cloths, I need hair stuff and probably some buttons or stuff with pins in it, but we'll see. Anyway, I'll post pics after this weekend.

Shhhhhh don't tell anyone, I'm posting this at work, I'm the only one here so I hopefully won't get caught...my job rules.

Ah the joys of the working world, got up at 6 this morning to pack the car and get moved before work, yeah I pretty much rule, I work my ass off for those guys, they'd better fucking offer me a job after graduation.