It's the first of September. Not that this has any specific meaning to me or that it even matters, it's just nice to know that a month is starting sometimes. I guess it's kind of like a new year, but just on a smaller scale. Just like there's the start of a new week or the start of a new day, it's just something new, I guess like a chance to do something new or to improve something, make a change, forget the past and move on to a new year/month/week/day. It's always nice to get a second chance, but I don't believe in forgetting the past. It's best to learn from the past and to grow from there. Forgetting the past completely is foolish as we have seen, history repeats itself and if it happened before, it'll surely happen again. So I say, that even though you do have a new opportunity and the ability to forget the past, don't forget about the past but don't live in it either.
College is still going very well. I have all my work finished for tomorrow already, and I hardly have any homework from today, so I think that I'm pretty well caught up.
I have to work today at one, lately at work they have me working as a temporary supervisor. This basically means that I'm a supervisor but only temporarily and I don't get the pay upgrade. This is fine, but I've been doing it for like a couple of weeks though. On top of this a lot of the supervisors are not only recommending that I become a real supervisor, but a lot of them are coming to me for help. Does it make sense that the temporary supervisor should not be a supervisor although he's helping the current supervisors? It just boggles my mind how they could think like that. Anyway, I was thinking about refusing to do the temporary supervisor job unless they make me a supervisor. I don't want to do the alternative which is to neither be a supervisor or a temp. supervisor and have to go back on the phones (I work at a call center). I've been trying to get back on the e-mail team to avoid going back on the phones in case the whole supervisor thing does not fall through, but I don't know what's going on, and I have absolutely no idea where I'll be today since I haven't been there for the last two days.
My jewelry has still not came in
It's starting to bother me. I really want to take the horseshoe out of my lip and put a curved barbell into it. If it doesn't come tomorrow, I may think about actually buying one besides the fact that I already ordered one as my lip is still hurting a lot all the time, and it's near impossible to give a good kiss when you have a horseshoe coming out of the middle of your lip.
I got a notice in the mail from the DMV today about renewing my license and how I don't have to wait in line and I can do it through the mail or online. I'm personally starting to wonder how it's actually done. I want to have my picture retaken. A look a LOT different than when I did when I was 16 and when I got my learner's permit. I had quite a bit of hair back then including a big beard looking thing, I had my ears pierced (I think) but weren't stretched or were barely stretched, and I didn't have my septum/vertical labret done yet, so I look very different now. Although it is pretty funny to look back at how I looked at 16, I don't think it's an accurate representation and I've had problems before because of it. Another ID that I think is pretty funny is for my Stream badge (my place of employment). I had my pink mohawk at the time and my ears were stretched (not to the extent they are today) but it was only a year ago but I didn't have my septum and VL so it looks quite different still and people constantly comment on it.
I've realized that a lot of the stuff I do to myself or my appearance, most people don't like. The majority of girls I talk to don't like my septum ring being as big as it is (I personally love it!), they have mixed feelings about my vertical labret, but most say that I look better without eye shadow, and I've been doing that for about a week now (still not getting much better doing it though ) Anyways, I feel kind of good that I'm doing things that make me look less attractive because I want to. Although ideally what I wanted to do would make me look better, but since it doesn't I'd rather stick with what I want to do. I should be trying to look my best and trying to find a girlfriend, but if I'm trying to impress a chick and get a chick being someone who I don't want to be, or would rather change, how long could the relationship possibly last, and how much could it mean? It would kinda make me feel good to be in a relationship where the girl just thought I looked really hot and hated my personality, but that has never happened to me. Maybe it's because people just easily get along with me and I think that I have a great personality that is very hard to not get along with and that girls are attracted to me and just more attracted to my personality though, or it could be that I'm ugly and people just don't like how I look.
College is still going very well. I have all my work finished for tomorrow already, and I hardly have any homework from today, so I think that I'm pretty well caught up.
I have to work today at one, lately at work they have me working as a temporary supervisor. This basically means that I'm a supervisor but only temporarily and I don't get the pay upgrade. This is fine, but I've been doing it for like a couple of weeks though. On top of this a lot of the supervisors are not only recommending that I become a real supervisor, but a lot of them are coming to me for help. Does it make sense that the temporary supervisor should not be a supervisor although he's helping the current supervisors? It just boggles my mind how they could think like that. Anyway, I was thinking about refusing to do the temporary supervisor job unless they make me a supervisor. I don't want to do the alternative which is to neither be a supervisor or a temp. supervisor and have to go back on the phones (I work at a call center). I've been trying to get back on the e-mail team to avoid going back on the phones in case the whole supervisor thing does not fall through, but I don't know what's going on, and I have absolutely no idea where I'll be today since I haven't been there for the last two days.
My jewelry has still not came in
It's starting to bother me. I really want to take the horseshoe out of my lip and put a curved barbell into it. If it doesn't come tomorrow, I may think about actually buying one besides the fact that I already ordered one as my lip is still hurting a lot all the time, and it's near impossible to give a good kiss when you have a horseshoe coming out of the middle of your lip.
I got a notice in the mail from the DMV today about renewing my license and how I don't have to wait in line and I can do it through the mail or online. I'm personally starting to wonder how it's actually done. I want to have my picture retaken. A look a LOT different than when I did when I was 16 and when I got my learner's permit. I had quite a bit of hair back then including a big beard looking thing, I had my ears pierced (I think) but weren't stretched or were barely stretched, and I didn't have my septum/vertical labret done yet, so I look very different now. Although it is pretty funny to look back at how I looked at 16, I don't think it's an accurate representation and I've had problems before because of it. Another ID that I think is pretty funny is for my Stream badge (my place of employment). I had my pink mohawk at the time and my ears were stretched (not to the extent they are today) but it was only a year ago but I didn't have my septum and VL so it looks quite different still and people constantly comment on it.
I've realized that a lot of the stuff I do to myself or my appearance, most people don't like. The majority of girls I talk to don't like my septum ring being as big as it is (I personally love it!), they have mixed feelings about my vertical labret, but most say that I look better without eye shadow, and I've been doing that for about a week now (still not getting much better doing it though
) Anyways, I feel kind of good that I'm doing things that make me look less attractive because I want to. Although ideally what I wanted to do would make me look better, but since it doesn't I'd rather stick with what I want to do. I should be trying to look my best and trying to find a girlfriend, but if I'm trying to impress a chick and get a chick being someone who I don't want to be, or would rather change, how long could the relationship possibly last, and how much could it mean? It would kinda make me feel good to be in a relationship where the girl just thought I looked really hot and hated my personality, but that has never happened to me. Maybe it's because people just easily get along with me and I think that I have a great personality that is very hard to not get along with and that girls are attracted to me and just more attracted to my personality though, or it could be that I'm ugly and people just don't like how I look.