AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... i really do wonder about myself.... but what i wonder more... is there ANYONE out there that can really handle me.... or would they even want to... i guess i need to be more direct with people and just get rid of the ones who aren't into pain and stuff before it get's too deep and the emotional pain starts... i have such a passion for all that is "goth" as it were... like life and death mixed into one... living art, duality, pain, fear, truth... it is all that i live for... and the women who hold it to themselves like lingerie.... it make my mind go numb with anticipation and my heart race... so random... insomnia is a sweet drink.... so sweet... so easy to drown in
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