arcanious

i'm tired people. of hurt of hate, just tired.

funny bone

I havent had one of my eloval sleeping nerve pain pills in over a week and i'm feeling it big time, my brain misfiring big time, it's some of the worst withdrawal i've gone through, luckily i got some neurontin & with my valium it's helping with the muscle spasms a bit but the nerve pain is killing me but my god the withdrawal.. i...
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So I've been in hospital since June, got home a week ago.. kinda miss it, weird right?

doing well, I guess, i dunno, we'll see.

missed yas xox

I am back after a little over a year! I have missed you girls so so so so much!!!!

I'm single again so yay I'm allowed to be on my favorite websites! Including this one!

happy holidays, seeya in 08

What I'm thankful for: my family, and to get away from them after the holiday

I had to go in hospital for my sudden withdrawal. I runned out of meds and after a week i was bound to kill somebody. not good, all better now though.

I haven't had a valium in 4 fucking days, my sleeping pills ran out and doctor/pharmacy lost my fucking perscrtiption, none of those in a week and my body is NOT RESPONDING WELL.

i can feel my brain misfiring, but i think i''m handling this withdrawal okay mentally.

I'm surprised i've been able to typeths much, as twitchy as I am, the spasms won't stop....
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So i'm sure you're all familiar with this scenario... You see a girl on here, not just here, online any site whatever, she's beautiful, but beyond that, you talk to her a bit, find out more about her, and she's so much more. sexy, funny, intelligent, caring, so fucking cool you just want her, right? You know that can't happen, maybe you thinks to yourself,...
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I was supposed to visit Kentucky this weekend but my car isn't running. After getting a new battery put in 22 days ago. Time for a new car, perhaps, but I love my Monte Carlo.

(yes same blog as last weekend.. I supposedly got my car fixed and was ready to go again and it didn't start Sat. Morning, fuckity fuck fuck fuck.)

I'm blaming...
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I was supposed to visit Kentucky this weekend but my car isn't running. After getting a new battery put in 14 days ago. Time for a new car, perhaps, but I love my Monte Carlo.