I'm sitting here thinking how I have to stop trying to find Mrs. Right, my perfect woman that I can wake up too, and smile at. Give random foot/back rubs to. All those things, even travel the world with. The age of kind men is out. Where a guy opens the door for a women, pays for dinner, making her feel protected, that she's the...
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Sitting at my Pc, staring into space. Playing the game off chess. Hand's on the pawn ready to move it forward. The ticking clock in the back round, constantly reminding me that time is running out. I've come to realize that the minutes turn into hours. hours to days. I really don't know where to go from here, holding that piece. I've played this game...
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Life throws you through these loops, repeating events over and over till you finally get it, its kind of like playing a video game, when you get stuck at that one point and you keep repeating the same mistakes over and over till you realize instead of going left of right every time cause your gut tells you to and you die and reset. The...
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I hate to say this. no wonder why people loose there minds in small towns and cities. I am keeping a firm grasp on mind so far. I mean it is surely leaving. Trying to meet new people to hang out with sucks, along with trying to find, or talk to, a decent woman that rather then have a gentleman for a man, she would...
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I'm not a playboy, nor am I superman. I'm just a simple guy who loved a woman. I'm just as human as the next. I make mistakes. I pick my self back up. I say before I think. It's a horrible habit. Never had a regret in my life till now. I think that's what pains me the most. Eventually, time will heal. The world...
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I'm not one to write a whole lot. and I don't usually make full story boards out there. I have to honestly say for once in my meaningless life, I am completely and utterly lost. I've never been so heartbroken to the point where I am saying I want to disappear. Just get on my bike and go. I don't care where I go. I...
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