feeling verbose at the moment so i figured i'd blather on and post something that may or may not have any relevant points whatsoever. seems it's gotten chillier outside again, i was enjoying those few days of spring-like weather...all the moisture and rain smelled so invigorating. i tend to despise sunlight as it hurts my eyes and makes everything too bright (i was born in a thunderstorm, i guess i gravitate toward the opposite). i love a tepid rainy spring day almost more than anything else in the world...
sunday will be an interesting one - my most hated day of the year as i lose an hour of sleep. grr. but at the same time, it falls on my little kitty man's birthday this year, so i can't be too upset. for if he makes it to sunday, he will be 22! when i found out his kidneys were failing some time before christmas, i was devastated and sure i was going to lose him very soon after. he's been with me for more than 3/4 of my life, it's going to be incredibly hard to lose him. but here he is 3 months later, still in good spirits and actually looking better the past few weeks. he's simply too stubborn to go, i think. i love that little mongrel more than life itself. when he does finally go, i'm going to get ink on my right shoulder with him on a cloud...i figure taking care of that as it heals will help me grieve, and he'll be with me on some plane forever. and it will mirror the ink on my left shoulder, the mice on a cloud symbolizing my grandparents (long story, grandpa loved mice even though he owned a mouse trap factory). sorry, i guess i am a crazy cat lady after all...
okay, enough of that babble...i MUST kick my ass into gear on my thesis projects...with the ADD and OCD it's so damn hard to get motivated and stay motivated for more than 5 minutes at a time. i have some articles to read, some ideas for surveys, more ideas. i guess that's a good thing. have to put them into my sketchbook and start to refine. and actually get over the fear of talking to my professor about my new topic and just doing it already. and i have to name it. architects love fancy pretentious names for things, ah yes they do.
i'm losing steam and already getting distracted, so i shall shut the fuck up now. i need to climb into the shower and start running my errands anyway. for someone who's an unemployed student, i'm somehow ALWAYS busy. go figure.
*** oh - tonight i'm doing another "practice" shoot with my friend who's being my photographer...hopefully that will come out better than the last, i'll post pictures once i get them.
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sunday will be an interesting one - my most hated day of the year as i lose an hour of sleep. grr. but at the same time, it falls on my little kitty man's birthday this year, so i can't be too upset. for if he makes it to sunday, he will be 22! when i found out his kidneys were failing some time before christmas, i was devastated and sure i was going to lose him very soon after. he's been with me for more than 3/4 of my life, it's going to be incredibly hard to lose him. but here he is 3 months later, still in good spirits and actually looking better the past few weeks. he's simply too stubborn to go, i think. i love that little mongrel more than life itself. when he does finally go, i'm going to get ink on my right shoulder with him on a cloud...i figure taking care of that as it heals will help me grieve, and he'll be with me on some plane forever. and it will mirror the ink on my left shoulder, the mice on a cloud symbolizing my grandparents (long story, grandpa loved mice even though he owned a mouse trap factory). sorry, i guess i am a crazy cat lady after all...
okay, enough of that babble...i MUST kick my ass into gear on my thesis projects...with the ADD and OCD it's so damn hard to get motivated and stay motivated for more than 5 minutes at a time. i have some articles to read, some ideas for surveys, more ideas. i guess that's a good thing. have to put them into my sketchbook and start to refine. and actually get over the fear of talking to my professor about my new topic and just doing it already. and i have to name it. architects love fancy pretentious names for things, ah yes they do.
i'm losing steam and already getting distracted, so i shall shut the fuck up now. i need to climb into the shower and start running my errands anyway. for someone who's an unemployed student, i'm somehow ALWAYS busy. go figure.
*** oh - tonight i'm doing another "practice" shoot with my friend who's being my photographer...hopefully that will come out better than the last, i'll post pictures once i get them.
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and you're fabulously gorgeous!! what a great first set