Woke up this morning thinking about tea ceremony. Thinking of J and i living together and getting up fresh and early and doing tea ceremony before the day begins. How different that would be than setting one's alarm for the latest possible moment and doing the least necessary in order to run out of the house and get to work. A nice thought for someday....
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Hello,
In my new house now. It's pretty great. I have been stressed out about not having June's rent though, since i am not yet working, but my roomate told me today that he could lend it to me.
But, just when i was wishing and wishing i had some money, I got an email from my photgrapher saying he wants to have me come...
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In my new house now. It's pretty great. I have been stressed out about not having June's rent though, since i am not yet working, but my roomate told me today that he could lend it to me.
But, just when i was wishing and wishing i had some money, I got an email from my photgrapher saying he wants to have me come...
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dorinda:
I guess i've never gone to haven cause i'm not really goth. I know you don't have to be. I like a lot of the music, but none of my friends really go. So its weird going somewhere by myself. But the girl i'm living with this summer is more goth and metal and stuff so I suppose i'd have someone to go with then. Well whatever. Sorry I don't have a journal to comment on. I can't really think of much to say that I want people to read. I don't know the first thing about having online friends.
fractal:
I have some really good friends in your town...
fave set? katie get dark or charlotte first
fave set? katie get dark or charlotte first
Dream last night:
I was talking with a woman, in line somewhere, maybe at a restaurant waiting for either food (lunch-counter-style) or tables. We were passing acquaintances but not friends. She said something like, "So you're Goth, right? I've been wanting to ask you about that." She was a bit suspicious and curious, obviously had "Satan-worshipping disturbed child" ideas about the whole thing. I said...
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I was talking with a woman, in line somewhere, maybe at a restaurant waiting for either food (lunch-counter-style) or tables. We were passing acquaintances but not friends. She said something like, "So you're Goth, right? I've been wanting to ask you about that." She was a bit suspicious and curious, obviously had "Satan-worshipping disturbed child" ideas about the whole thing. I said...
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Last night J and i went and saw X2. It was okay--i would rather have seen Matrix again. But J really wanted to see X-men, so that's totally fine.
Last night i asked him what he thought of the bondage photos of me that he finally saw. I got two main things out of the conversation:
For one thing, he doesn't seem to care about...
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Last night i asked him what he thought of the bondage photos of me that he finally saw. I got two main things out of the conversation:
For one thing, he doesn't seem to care about...
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trilobyte:
don't forget to work in the grillin' and drinkin' when watching the dvd (before heading off for reloaded).
What'd ya think of X2? Better than the first, or you just weren't all that into it?
I don't know what comments I could make to you re: the Jay situation. Everybody's different, I suppose. And there are no rules that say you guys have to enjoy all the same things. My own experience has taught me that for me, we can be completely different people but I think the core interests need to be shared. Again though, that's my experience...
Most importantly, congrats on the finishing of the semester!!!!
trilo
What'd ya think of X2? Better than the first, or you just weren't all that into it?
I don't know what comments I could make to you re: the Jay situation. Everybody's different, I suppose. And there are no rules that say you guys have to enjoy all the same things. My own experience has taught me that for me, we can be completely different people but I think the core interests need to be shared. Again though, that's my experience...
Most importantly, congrats on the finishing of the semester!!!!
trilo
trilobyte:
Was that jerktastic of me to sign right off before coughing up my fave? Yeah... we watched 5 or 6 episodes while gabbing and laughing and eating and drinking... I forgot just how stupidly fun that show was, and Gonzo with the horn at the end of the opening credits hahaha. Animal was always my favorite, though. He never got enough airtime as far as I'm concerned.
trilo
trilo Listening: the hum of the computer and the occasional passing car
Visual: My black lace curtain blending into the black comforter on the bed
I just dyed my friend's hair. She is Mormon and has a conservative mom, so she was really hesitant to dye it bright red. I suggested we just do the ends (okay, i begged). We did the ends and there was...
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Visual: My black lace curtain blending into the black comforter on the bed
I just dyed my friend's hair. She is Mormon and has a conservative mom, so she was really hesitant to dye it bright red. I suggested we just do the ends (okay, i begged). We did the ends and there was...
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aoife:
I've dyed my Mormon friend's hair red before too. 
In the bathroom of a boy who hated her and wanted to get with me's mom's house. I love when boys do what I tell them. 
In the bathroom of a boy who hated her and wanted to get with me's mom's house. I love when boys do what I tell them.
aoife:
Mmm. Boy slave. I need one.
Listening: Concrete Blonde: Still in Hollywood
Visual: my closet is half empty, because i took some clothes over to my new place
Dude--my profile pic is gone.
How lame is that?
saturday was a GOOD DAY with my honey. At night, at his vampire game, he wsa being all cute and kissing me and stuff. I LOVE a guy who is not afraid to be...
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Visual: my closet is half empty, because i took some clothes over to my new place
Dude--my profile pic is gone.
How lame is that?
saturday was a GOOD DAY with my honey. At night, at his vampire game, he wsa being all cute and kissing me and stuff. I LOVE a guy who is not afraid to be...
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trilobyte:
damn the site zorch that killed profile pics, my pics, and group photos...
Good luck with that final paper. don't forget to eat, though. Sorry to hear about the sleep dep... yes, it does sound a bit like my existence lol... Although worth pointing out that I'm actually being good tonight... I'll ruin it at the Buffy Bash tomorrow, though...
Insights about my life? Hmmm... nothing good, I'm afraid...
trilo
Good luck with that final paper. don't forget to eat, though. Sorry to hear about the sleep dep... yes, it does sound a bit like my existence lol... Although worth pointing out that I'm actually being good tonight... I'll ruin it at the Buffy Bash tomorrow, though...
Insights about my life? Hmmm... nothing good, I'm afraid...
trilo 
rose:
Yeah, it's perfectly ok if you choose to put me on your desktop (thanks for asking).
Hmmm...my life.
LOL My mommy told me if I didn't have anything nice to say don't say anything at all. Just kidding.
I got you on the job search thing. I'm actually wearing beige today. Can you believe that? Me in khakis haha! Ok, I had better stay focused on this resume. I was thinking: perhaps I could just fax executives naked pics of myelf , perhaps THEN I would get a job.
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Hmmm...my life.
LOL My mommy told me if I didn't have anything nice to say don't say anything at all. Just kidding.
I got you on the job search thing. I'm actually wearing beige today. Can you believe that? Me in khakis haha! Ok, I had better stay focused on this resume. I was thinking: perhaps I could just fax executives naked pics of myelf , perhaps THEN I would get a job.
[Edited on May 20, 2003]
listening: NIN The Fragile
visual: pink and red cut-out paper hearts piled in the middle of my altar
Matrix. Matrix. MATRIX. oh my god.
I decided last night that i would have coffee in bed this morning. Usually when J and i sleep in late together (doesn't happen much), i want to get out of bed kinda soon because i am way past my coffee...
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visual: pink and red cut-out paper hearts piled in the middle of my altar
Matrix. Matrix. MATRIX. oh my god.
I decided last night that i would have coffee in bed this morning. Usually when J and i sleep in late together (doesn't happen much), i want to get out of bed kinda soon because i am way past my coffee...
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rickroyal:
I meant "shouldn't take too much." I'd heard that it was like Vitamin A in that taking too much could make you sick.
trilobyte:
thank fucking christ somebody else digs it! I've been surrounded by the underwhelmed for days... I can't wait to see it again, stuff I need to see again to appreciate and hopefully understand...
That's such an underrated CD, btw. I think I may need to toss that in and give it a spin as I head off to bed...
trilo
That's such an underrated CD, btw. I think I may need to toss that in and give it a spin as I head off to bed...
trilo oh my god. What a long freakin' entry that was.
I just noticed that i was really happy for a week, and now i have been really unhappy for a week. in fact, it was the very day after i said "i have been happy for a while now, its so cool" that i started to get un-happy.
Perhaps this means that the dosage on...
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I just noticed that i was really happy for a week, and now i have been really unhappy for a week. in fact, it was the very day after i said "i have been happy for a while now, its so cool" that i started to get un-happy.
Perhaps this means that the dosage on...
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gentlefemm:
nice smells....quite soothing most of them....I am sorry about your week ((((HUGGS)))))
gentle
gentle
trilobyte:
I hate when that happens... and of course did acknowledging it jinx it or did it take you long enough to notice that you only caught on at the tail end of the cycle. Rollercoasters aren't always fun...
I don't need the doctor so much as the pharmacy where I can get that prescription filled hahaha... that's always the trick, isn't it?
BLOOD MOON...
trilo
I don't need the doctor so much as the pharmacy where I can get that prescription filled hahaha... that's always the trick, isn't it?
BLOOD MOON...
trilo I hate being depressed. Well, i would hate it, except that part of being depressed is not really feeling much.
I feel like i should apologize to the poele who read this for being all negative, but i guess that it's my journal, in a way it's not here to please anyone but myself. . . which is not to say i don't want people...
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I feel like i should apologize to the poele who read this for being all negative, but i guess that it's my journal, in a way it's not here to please anyone but myself. . . which is not to say i don't want people...
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Good morning
Fresh start
ok, make that "bleary start"
here goes
and while i'm working:
if you could go to any ancient site (your definition) what would it be, and why?
what would you wear?
what would you do there?
I am going to break the rules and not answer them myself yet. That's because i shouldn't be fooling around on SG
instead i am...
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Fresh start
ok, make that "bleary start"
here goes
and while i'm working:
if you could go to any ancient site (your definition) what would it be, and why?
what would you wear?
what would you do there?
I am going to break the rules and not answer them myself yet. That's because i shouldn't be fooling around on SG
instead i am... Read More
fractal:
LA is huge.
Anything is possible there.
Anything is possible there.
We both like shaved headed men, how funny!