Crying. eyes hurt from so much crying. head hurts. Feet hurt because there is shattered glass all over my floor. embedded in the soles of my feet, too small to see. left hand has tiny wounds from where i smashed my hand into the already-smashed mirror.
When you lay on the ground outside nothing is bad. The living earth is around you. It is so much bigger than human emotion, and you can't argue with Nature so you must eventually feel peace. When you get up and come back home, it is all still there again, nothing is solved.
Strengths.
Beauty.
Weaknesses.
Flaws.
Sometimes you look in a mirror and you don't like what you see. Sometimes the mirror is made of another's words, which confirm what you have doubted about yourself for so long.
It is not unusual for those around me to have much more faith in me than i have in myself. Maybe i should change my name to Faith, to remind myself to stop wanting to give up.
When you lay on the ground outside nothing is bad. The living earth is around you. It is so much bigger than human emotion, and you can't argue with Nature so you must eventually feel peace. When you get up and come back home, it is all still there again, nothing is solved.
Strengths.
Beauty.
Weaknesses.
Flaws.
Sometimes you look in a mirror and you don't like what you see. Sometimes the mirror is made of another's words, which confirm what you have doubted about yourself for so long.
It is not unusual for those around me to have much more faith in me than i have in myself. Maybe i should change my name to Faith, to remind myself to stop wanting to give up.
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I've got my own story of shattered glass, lying on the ground outside, and feeling the earth alive around you... remind me to tell you about it sometime.
Everyone has moments of weakness, don't judge yourself too harshly. The people around you have that faith for a reason. So do people on the opposite side of the country. I hope things are okay. Take some deep breaths. Hope to run into you soon...