Updates Updates!
Some things have changed since the last time I wrote here! =O
First: My destination has changed. I'm not going to Canada anymore I'll be moving to Medellin-Colombia in the next couple of months. I'm excited and nervous, a bit scared as well... I guess is a common thing when you're about to move to another country.
We changed our plans because Canada became almost impossible for us, we had to take 2 really expensive tests, the paperwork was endless and -again- expensive and we would have to wait for a year to know if they approved our request for the visa or not... I was getting anxious and desperate. I love Venezuela with all my heart, but living here has become a psychological torture. I'm paranoid, terrified and scared. I know it will get better, but my heart explodes in my chest every time my husband (it still feels weird when I say that word o.o) goes to work, out with friends or even to the grocery store. People get killed for nothing here. It scared the hell out of me.
I've been having this "episodes" where I snap and start crying like crazy x_x hate it, I wish I could slap myself in the face
feel like an idiot after it passes. I know it's not a living hell, you can still enjoy and go out for drinks and all. It's not a war zone, but it really gets me... I've read so many disturbing news and heard so many horrible stories that made me realize that maybe I'm not brave enough to stay here and fight.
I'm not a fighter, never been one... I just want to live a quiet life. I know Colombia it's not exactly heaven, but it's improving amazingly fast... The killing rates (??) are going down and the economy is rising. Best of all... We're close to home.
We (he) had 3 job offers already, and he only sent emails for 2 days. He's heartbroken cuz he has to leave his job here, but he doesn't have a shade of doubt, this is for the best.
I'm waiting for our wife Sper
I can't wait!! I'm sooooo excited to see her again 
I miss her like hell! And my lovely boy KinoRafa arrives next month <3 <3
I hope you're all doing great!! =D
Much love for everyone! =)
Some things have changed since the last time I wrote here! =O
First: My destination has changed. I'm not going to Canada anymore I'll be moving to Medellin-Colombia in the next couple of months. I'm excited and nervous, a bit scared as well... I guess is a common thing when you're about to move to another country.
We changed our plans because Canada became almost impossible for us, we had to take 2 really expensive tests, the paperwork was endless and -again- expensive and we would have to wait for a year to know if they approved our request for the visa or not... I was getting anxious and desperate. I love Venezuela with all my heart, but living here has become a psychological torture. I'm paranoid, terrified and scared. I know it will get better, but my heart explodes in my chest every time my husband (it still feels weird when I say that word o.o) goes to work, out with friends or even to the grocery store. People get killed for nothing here. It scared the hell out of me.
I've been having this "episodes" where I snap and start crying like crazy x_x hate it, I wish I could slap myself in the face
feel like an idiot after it passes. I know it's not a living hell, you can still enjoy and go out for drinks and all. It's not a war zone, but it really gets me... I've read so many disturbing news and heard so many horrible stories that made me realize that maybe I'm not brave enough to stay here and fight.
I'm not a fighter, never been one... I just want to live a quiet life. I know Colombia it's not exactly heaven, but it's improving amazingly fast... The killing rates (??) are going down and the economy is rising. Best of all... We're close to home.
We (he) had 3 job offers already, and he only sent emails for 2 days. He's heartbroken cuz he has to leave his job here, but he doesn't have a shade of doubt, this is for the best.
I'm waiting for our wife Sper
I can't wait!! I'm sooooo excited to see her again I miss her like hell! And my lovely boy KinoRafa arrives next month <3 <3
I hope you're all doing great!! =D
Much love for everyone! =)
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Pero bueno trato de pensar que no me querre paranoiquear tanto como tu mencionas en el blog ahora cuando regrese, es verdad la vida paranoia free es genial, pero home siempre es home
love you lots, i won't tell you when i get home until i'm there, don't worry it won't take forever