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arachnea

Toronto - now Oshawa

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Sunday Jan 18, 2009

Jan 18, 2009
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I've been crying for over an hour.

I started having this major attack and just started screaming at the top of my lungs. My husband was afraid the neighbours would call the police. I just couldn't stop screaming.

The anguish and pain I'm feeling with this serious depression is just too much for me to handle right now.

I got so worked up I puked on myself. I feel disgusting and horrible and very - very depressed.

I don't want to leave the house. I don't want to see my shirnk. I just want to huddle in a dark corner and bawl my eyes out.

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mneylu:
I'm so sorry to hear that there is still crap in your life- I really hoped that when you moved with your love that you would find peace and happiness- if there is every anything that I can do from far away...let me know..

xoxo

Jan 20, 2009
lightandshade:
I can sympathize. Depression sucks when it takes over. I have had days where I just have not been able to do anything, and I have just sat there crying. I remember the day before I went into partial inpatient care. It was horrible.

hugs.
Jan 22, 2009

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