arachnea

I feel so sad for no apparent reason.
I am tired and exhausted and have been all weekend.

I have realized that I am head over heels in love with my boyfriend and that he feels the same way. These thoughts are all that comfort me at the moment.

Outside of that, the guy who I stalked last time I wrote seems to be stalking me now. He asks me out at least once a day and messages me frequently. I do not want to get together with him as I feel so loyal to my boyfriend right now and he fulfills me the way no other could.

I don't feel connected to anyone else right now, though. I feel so distant and detached from all of my friends, and I cannot think what I could have done to push them away.

I'm also really not looking to meeting with the crown attourney next month for my sexual assault case. I finally told the boyfriend what happened that night and he is in awe that people are that retarded.

I have porn from Tempest, though, which may keep me company for a little bit. But I find myself wishing I had penpals and then sad because I can't join the penpals group on here because I haven't been here for three months and have no testimonials.

*sighs*

Oh well.