arachnea

So I am really feeling the tears welling up in my eyes today.

I got a call from the Detective in charge of my sexual assault case over in 13 division and he told me that the guy who assaulted me was arrested and released yesterday, under condition that he does not try to contact me or anyone else that was at the party.

I'm just feeling so alone right now.

For those of you who don't know - I was sexually assaulted just under a month ago at my boyfriends house during a party. Everyone at the party including my now ex boyfriend has decided to take the side of the guy who assaulted me.

So I have to go to court and be interviewed by the crown attourney and so on. It's very scary. And the fact that I am now facing it alone absolutely terrifies me.

This is why I refer to him as "the retard". What kind of guy does that to the girl he's dating? A retard, that's who.

*crying*

I know this isn't my usual type of post, it's just all I can think of at the moment.
Any positive comments are VERY appreciated and needed at the moment.