Yesterday will probably go down in history as one of the hardest, saddest, most terrible days of my life. My Shiba whom I've had over half of my life, had to be put to sleep. I feel it's necessary to write this 1) because I'm a terrible mess and will be for a long time and 2) I'm not going to be as active in the coming week trying to deal with this. Some people may not understand but that dog was my child. All my animals are my children. And man, she didn't deserve to go out like that. Cancer is a terrible fucking disease and I wouldn't wish it upon my greatest enemy, human or dog. RIP Taylor Made. I'll miss you forever. And love you for eternity.