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So I feel like an ass. I pulled some tricks that were pulled on me when I was younger. I was at a friend's place. We have had some communication issues and things have been a bit uneasy but we are trying to be friends. I was on the computer and noticed an interesting email so i looked at it. It kind of angered me....
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lizardam:
Hey ~ I was just checking in cause I know the last time you weren't feeling so well. I am very sorry to hear about the problem with your friend. Sometimes though things happen for a reason, if she wasn't being honest with you it is probably better that you found out.

Keep your chin up and I hope you feel better soon.

kiss
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I know I made the wish list of material things, but one of my SG friends gave me a good idea of more of a wish list for life. This will be a very abbreviated list as would anyone's list that actually wrote this down and tried to do it in one night, but here goes nothing.



  • Find someone to keep me happy all the...
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lizardam:
Thanks for commenting on my blog. I am glad that it all made sense, at the time I wrote it I had just woke up and I had all kinds of exciting thoughts running through my head - just glad I was able to convey most of it.

Glad you made the list - things like that are never complete. If you are lucky enough to complete one thing it is usually replaced by another while other things are forever in progess. Good to get them all down on paper though, take them one at a time or it will get overwhelming.

As far as the social thing goes - I know how you feel, when we get older it gets harder and harder to make friends - People in general are less friendly and harder to talk to and there is less opportunity. Margate is right once you find your groove (meet a couple of new people) you will start to feel more confident and trusting. In the interim just hang in there.

Thanks again for your comments.
kiss kiss
classy_:
hmmm. interesting.
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So about this wishlist...

I think I am a little weird because I thought about putting things on there that I would like to see my lady wear. Of course not knowing who my lady is or what she would like makes it weird. So I would have a bunch of lingerie, etc. (even though no one is going to buy me anything - this...
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classy_:
feel better damnit.
lizardam:
oh, i didn't realize it was a wishlist for things, thought it was like a wishlist for what you wanted from your life....not up on the latest lingo.....my bad.
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So if i took the time to make a wish list would anyone care? I am just looking for things to do on the days I am bored at work and I thought that it might be an option.

So I'll be getting my tax return in a few weeks. I think my last job took me for everything I am, but then again I...
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lizardam:
beautiful progression ~~ Thanks.

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I think lists of any kind are interesting.....I have to make a million of them or else I would never remember anything. If you decide to share I would love to read it.
lizardam:
Thanks, school is ok - just really busy right now.

kiss kiss
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You know the saying goes you can't go home again. For me, I know I can go home, but then I take on others' burdens. That is just me though. I know what I am getting into, but I want to help so bad. I know I have money issues right now that will begin to resolve themselves with this new job (I hope). It...
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aliana:
yes youd better stop by and say hi!!! or else!!!! (does that sound threatening at all...? i tried )
meow:
I haven't got to watch it yet. Dammit!

miao!!
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Ok so this might not come out real well but I like to consider myself a pretty sensitive guy. Of course I have been an asshole too, but haven't we all? I just feel like it may be time for the sensitive side to dominate for some reason. I think it is just getting to be a time where I am unsure of how my...
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canuhandlethis:
Some people adjust to change differently then others. Sounds as if you have lots going on all at once and that can make anyone feel overwhelmed. Time will bring it all together. smile
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Happy Holidays to everyone.

Have a fun new years. What is everyone doing? I have no plans yet.
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canuhandlethis:
I'm not sure what I'm doing for New Years eve. I've had several invitations to various events... guess I won't know until I'm actually doing it. Hope you have a great New Year! kiss
aliana:
thanks smile
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Stuck in the middle without you....


So I am winding down one job and then I will have about 2 weeks before I start all over again. This is the time where you just have to go with what you know and try to feel comfortable. I really don't have work to do at my current job and I feel like I just want to...
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classy_:
yeah, im cryptic. unless you know me well enough... then, my language will speak to you.

doubt that will ever happen though.
yeknomyknuf:
Dude, I never realized you live in Pittsburgh, and you love Mitch too! I friggin love him, I made a Mitch 'o lantern in tribute, it's in my pics folders if you're curious. Will your new job allow you to have the lip ring?
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Well I started to tell some of the students that I work with that I am leaving. I feel bad because it is almost like I am turning my back on them. I really should not feel this way because I had to make this decision for me and my family. I am a family guy and there is a lot I could be doing...
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tigerdoll:
yeah, don't feel bad.
and thanks :]
meow:
Thanx!

miao!!
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So i like to think that we are all unique in many ways. This includes all the quirks that some people may think are "weird" or "unusual." Generally they are not something that should make someone not like you. At least that is what I think. Am I alone?
jamielee:
I agree completely.
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Sometimes you wonder how life can turn out the way it does. You are burned by people over and over again and yet you stay strong trying to be the best person you can. You build yourself back up and then someone or something takes you down. Sometimes we start to give up hope on life, losing sight of the future. That is a shame,...
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jamielee:
Always keep after it. <3
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It's official. I am moving back to good ole PA. We shall see how that goes. I have so much to do to get back there. I will be starting my new job on Jan. 2 and have to find a place to live and get moved between now and then. At least I am going up that way for the HOliday and I may...
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jamielee:
Awesome! How long will you be in town?