wow, i havent updated in a few days. Feeling better now, out of the happy-sad-happy-sad cycle and now im just alright. Which is good. Since I last posted I went on a 3 day insomnia binge, and stopped eating for a while too, but after sleeping for a couple days I feel better now. And i posted a picture in the picture thread. Maybe a...
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relethed:
no need to buy them...i've found several websites that have them all for free download. of course, some of these websites seem to have disappeared, but if you have the patience (and don't mind virtual as opposed to physical comics) you can easily find all the bondage faeries, bondage faeries extreme, and whatever that third set is...bondage faeries something something. the first series creeps me out-it's so extreme. but bondage faeries extreme (i think?) is pretty sweet--it's all about a dominatrix faerie and two helpless 
lesbian faeries (well, they're all lesbian, aren't they...)
lesbian faeries (well, they're all lesbian, aren't they...)It would be nice to think that since I was 14, times have changed. Relationships have become more sophisticated. Females less cruel. Skins thicker. Instincts more developed. But there seems to be an element of that afternoon in everything that's happened to me since. All my romantic stories are a scrambled version of that first one.
-High Fidelity
I havent watched that movie in a...
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-High Fidelity
I havent watched that movie in a...
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Well, i talked to a friend today, about the girl that hurt me this weekend. Apparently, she told him all about it, plain english, rather than the "I don;t really remember" she told me. So its official. She's lying to me just to keep me happy. 
And she apparently doesnt feel the least bit of remorse for it either. Wonderful. I've been crying for about...
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And she apparently doesnt feel the least bit of remorse for it either. Wonderful. I've been crying for about... Read More
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i'm sorry, aqua 
i don't have anything to say to help you feel better...i'm just sorry. i wish people wouldn't hurt others in order to protect the convenience of their own comfort.
i don't have anything to say to help you feel better...i'm just sorry. i wish people wouldn't hurt others in order to protect the convenience of their own comfort.
Well, I'm cheerful again. Things still suck, but I cleared up my woman situations (I shouldnt have gotten into it in the first place), And I think I'm good now. I've been having extreme mood swing lately though, and its getting to the point where I think I might talk to my head-doctor when I get home. I kinda doubt I will though.
I thought I was gonna be happy this week. Actually, I was happy this week for the most part. Silly me, I thought it might actually last. No such luck. Ugh, another lonely weekend, with a side of depression to make it interesting. Guess I'll just have to absorb myself in the messageboards 
relethed:
is this the fault of one of those malicious women?
*hugs*
is this the fault of one of those malicious women?
*hugs*
aquafantasy:
Sadly, it is not the work of malicious women, but of women who care too much. And women who try too hard not to be malicious.
Wow, there were a lot of girls in my life today. A redhead in my Fitness Swimming class. A smart girl in my american government class. Some other girl i seem to have temporarily forgotten about 
Its great because i keep thinking that might spring from one of these new aquaintances. I know it wont, really, it never does, but still. Sometimes dreams are all...
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Its great because i keep thinking that might spring from one of these new aquaintances. I know it wont, really, it never does, but still. Sometimes dreams are all...
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relethed:
hi! haven't seen you in a while 
be careful around the women-folk...they can smell male lifeblood
i'm so with you on the "i know it wont...it never does, but still..." *sigh* another hopeless romantic, are you? i guess as long as we can keep hoping, in spite of pain or disappointment, we still have what it takes to pass through life
be careful around the women-folk...they can smell male lifeblood
i'm so with you on the "i know it wont...it never does, but still..." *sigh* another hopeless romantic, are you? i guess as long as we can keep hoping, in spite of pain or disappointment, we still have what it takes to pass through life
I obviously missed something with this nam-changing craze here....
tofubot:
you and me both buddy
tunnelslats:
That picture is awesome.
I tried shaving with conditioner instead of shaving gel like the forum said (i'm to lazy to link, go find it yourself), and WOW. My balls have never felt so soft and silky.
If only women knew what they were missing...
If only women knew what they were missing...
relethed:
i really enjoyed island of the day before, though it is dense and can be slow going at times.
foucault's pendulum is so-so....that one is highly historical and brainy in content, but i have friends who have raved over it.
foucault's pendulum is so-so....that one is highly historical and brainy in content, but i have friends who have raved over it.
feeling the aftereffects of about 3 days worth of insomnia. Its icky. Crazy feverish dreams, being unable to move my head without almost passing out, all that fun stuff.
Other than that though, I think things have been going pretty well lately. And now its time to go write letters to friends. I've become a big fan of snailmail lately.
Other than that though, I think things have been going pretty well lately. And now its time to go write letters to friends. I've become a big fan of snailmail lately.
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i'm sorry...insomnia no fun. but you know that, don't you? so was it just dreams, or hallucinations?
i love writing letters...but it's been so long. now that i've finally given myself over to email, i don't know if i'll ever have the concentration to get back into it....
i love writing letters...but it's been so long. now that i've finally given myself over to email, i don't know if i'll ever have the concentration to get back into it....
I wrote a long-ass essay about marxism last night (when i was supposed to be writing a paper for a class, isnt that horrible?) I thought about pputting it here, but like i said its very long, so I'll just link you kids
maybe I'll put it on the Current events board and let them fight over it
LJ essay
You should be able to...
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maybe I'll put it on the Current events board and let them fight over it
LJ essay
You should be able to...
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Well, I guess I'm feeling a bit better today than I have been. I talked to the person who much of my recent unhappiness has been focussed on (I'm going to be vague because i'm not really sure yet how much of myself i really want to reveal on this journal). We talked, and I feel a little bit better, though I think things are...
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here's to swimming free of the rut! (because you can't have a rut in a body of water thank goodness for physical laws)
i'm glad you're feeling better. i wish i had known you weren't feeling well; but it's good to hear things are looking up.
be sure to stop by today! my journal is dedicated to you
thank goodness for physical laws)
i'm glad you're feeling better. i wish i had known you weren't feeling well; but it's good to hear things are looking up.
be sure to stop by today! my journal is dedicated to you
butterfly2:
Kant is too complex to put into practice. *Sigh* Categorical imperative? I'm not sure... he does use phrases similar to that though. Like I said, I didnt get far 
I'm I'm glad to hear that you are feeling better. They say that healthy eating and regular excerise puts you on your way to feeling better again.
I'm I'm glad to hear that you are feeling better. They say that healthy eating and regular excerise puts you on your way to feeling better again.
Not much is new, I guess. Still pretty unhappy with my life, but I can't complain too much. Everyone around me is miserable too though, and its been dragging me down. I wish my mood could be independent of other people's for once. But I guess its a good and a bad thing. It motivates me to make other people happy, in turn making me...
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cookiepuss:
Isn't it horrible how some of your friend's attitude can reflect on your own sometimes?
I've been to Carlisle a few times. You are actually not very far from me
I've been to Carlisle a few times. You are actually not very far from me
cookiepuss:
Haha, that's my problem... NO CAR! I normally have no problems getting around (to the store, work, or other places in town).
The only time NOT having a car sucks - is when I want to drive anywhere outside of this town.
The only time NOT having a car sucks - is when I want to drive anywhere outside of this town.