Tonight is the seccond aniverary of the first kiss between my X and I.
I am totally damaged, but I have resolved to read the letter.
I hope to inform you as to its contents if i have the strength.
For thoes who dont know, the letter is the last communiqe that my X gave me before asking me not to contact her.
All the bad things between us, reasons for her departure and my agreement in her decision, have melted away leaving only lonelyness.
I also have not had a friend sence 97. Not one to speak of. Aquantances sure, but nobody to call up and hang out with that I could relate too.
Enough stalling, here I go...
(post letter)
She still misses me. I posted something in my livejournal that she may see. I hope not because it would be a violation of her request of me, but I had to do it.
I miss her.
Happy new year...
I am totally damaged, but I have resolved to read the letter.
I hope to inform you as to its contents if i have the strength.
For thoes who dont know, the letter is the last communiqe that my X gave me before asking me not to contact her.
All the bad things between us, reasons for her departure and my agreement in her decision, have melted away leaving only lonelyness.
I also have not had a friend sence 97. Not one to speak of. Aquantances sure, but nobody to call up and hang out with that I could relate too.
Enough stalling, here I go...
(post letter)
She still misses me. I posted something in my livejournal that she may see. I hope not because it would be a violation of her request of me, but I had to do it.
I miss her.
Happy new year...
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I completely avoided watching the balldrop and preoccupied myself on the internet to keep the X out of my head. Time heals all wounds. Just let it pass and you will survive. Make new friends, go snowboarding, make good food, watch ALOT of good movies, etc. Hope your New Years brings better things and less lonliness.