It's my birthday yet again and every year even since childhood they've been stressful and hard to deal with. I used to even plan my parties growing up according to what my friends wanted and catered to them during the party. The last decade or so I've just been alone in my house sitting at my computer like I do everyday or when I was still working, almost always working and having the worst workday of the year. Birthdays are just kind of a reminder of what I don't have or never have had and the dwindling chance of some of those things ever happening.
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caraphernelia:
awww i'm still wishing you a happy birthday :o
apropoetic:
@shake_the_disease @caraphernelia Thank you both. Though I did just sit at home alone as usual, I was rather surprised by some of the people who sent me well wishes. Simple gestures like that, especially from people with no obligation to do so really mean a lot to me and definitely helped me get through the day.