I kinda feel like I should stop trying to talk or message people online, including here. Like maybe I should only speak to anyone if I am directly spoken to first, otherwise I just leave everyone alone. I'd still like photosets but just not say anything. I'd maybe still post but just not towards or reply to anyone. Maybe this would be better for everyone...
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apropoetic:
@chef Nothing here. Kinda complicated I guess but I have a lot of severe depression and anxiety problems and self-hate. Talking online is my only outlet but I always feel like I'm annoying people and I take things really hard and personal. So when I reach out to people, comment and such and get negative responses they reaffirm all those feelings and I just want to shut down and give up, especially when it comes from someone I really like.
chef:
Well self deprecation never gets you very far. I wish you sunshine and happiness ☀️☀️😘