apropoetic

The way people are is breaking me. I can't seem to survive in the real world and it seems like people don't want me in the digital one either. I have tried so so hard to be positive towards others despite having such a resounding hatred of myself and yet to so many people that never seemed to matter. I have been accused of so many things by every group there is out there and not given chances to explain. I just don't know if I can keep trying. I don't really know but I'm debating pretty much just disappearing off the internet in general and just spending my days sitting alone in silence.