So I figure a week is long enough without a blog.....I'm on day 5 of working (feels like I have a real job) unfortunately I work tomorrow night as well....but then I'm off till Wed. if not sooner bc someone may not be able to make it on Tues.
My boy has a decent temp job....unfortunately it's too temporary....not gonna make a good amount of money for a move here. Good for a visit, but not for a stay
I'm almost worried he won't go back to get his stuff......
Last week I was having the whole pregnancy dreams (being pregnant in my dreams....lol not having dreams bc of being pregnant.) Probably because my hormones were all worked up (got my period yesterday
), I had those dreams and I was all about picking out baby names....(not that I want a baby right now....there is no way I could afford to bring a child into the world at this point in my life).
This didn't freak me out......and me not freaking out about it was sort of freaking me out....so does that count as me freaking me out about it?? LOL
Not to mention one of my best friends is having her 2nd (she's in the hospital as I type this, dilated at 6cm (I'm gonna go see her when I'm done
)) and she's younger than me....
I dunno....Guess it's cuz I was born when my mom was 21 so now I'm 23 and my biological clock started 2 years ago HAHA
I'm completely okay with waiting another couple of years....so is my mom! "I'm too young to be a grandma!"
I so can't wait for Ryan to visit....I think he'll love it here....and I'll probably have to push him into security to get him to go back (which will suck again.... )
On a different note: Work is going great. I've been offered a Dog Training position and I'm probably going to take it. It will mean $20/class I sell on top of my hourly pay, plus our manager doesn't figure in the class times when making a schedule...so it'll sort of be like extra hours. The only downside is that I have to sign a contract to stay as a PetCo Dog Trainer for a year....but if I do that now, and with Ryan probably not moving until late this year it will go by relatively quick!
Alright...I think that's a sufficient update!!! <3 you all!!
My boy has a decent temp job....unfortunately it's too temporary....not gonna make a good amount of money for a move here. Good for a visit, but not for a stay
I'm almost worried he won't go back to get his stuff......
Last week I was having the whole pregnancy dreams (being pregnant in my dreams....lol not having dreams bc of being pregnant.) Probably because my hormones were all worked up (got my period yesterday
), I had those dreams and I was all about picking out baby names....(not that I want a baby right now....there is no way I could afford to bring a child into the world at this point in my life).
This didn't freak me out......and me not freaking out about it was sort of freaking me out....so does that count as me freaking me out about it?? LOL
Not to mention one of my best friends is having her 2nd (she's in the hospital as I type this, dilated at 6cm (I'm gonna go see her when I'm done
)) and she's younger than me....
I dunno....Guess it's cuz I was born when my mom was 21 so now I'm 23 and my biological clock started 2 years ago HAHA
I'm completely okay with waiting another couple of years....so is my mom! "I'm too young to be a grandma!"
I so can't wait for Ryan to visit....I think he'll love it here....and I'll probably have to push him into security to get him to go back (which will suck again....
)
On a different note: Work is going great. I've been offered a Dog Training position and I'm probably going to take it. It will mean $20/class I sell on top of my hourly pay, plus our manager doesn't figure in the class times when making a schedule...so it'll sort of be like extra hours. The only downside is that I have to sign a contract to stay as a PetCo Dog Trainer for a year....but if I do that now, and with Ryan probably not moving until late this year it will go by relatively quick!
Alright...I think that's a sufficient update!!! <3 you all!!
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azric:
Thank you that hair is my "I just washed, but have not brushed in 2 days look" Very fab when you just dont care. haha. congrats on the job thing!
that hair is my "I just washed, but have not brushed in 2 days look" Very fab when you just dont care. haha. congrats on the job thing! 
littlebaby:
awh!! you guys are so serious!! i hope it all works out!! you deserve the best baby girl <333 i miss you