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Broken hearted....can youhave a broken heart if you aren't actually in love? well i got my feelings hurt super bad. oh how i hate guys right now. everyone tells me all the same shit. I just wanna meet a guy that I like and have him like me the same way i like him. something that simple would just be dandy. so anyways. chris left on wednesday and came back last night at like 11 at night. he said he would call me when he got home and he never did so i was pissed the whole time he was gone. what was i supposed to think? his ex lives there and honestly i really don't think it was his ex. i think i was the girl on the side and he just led me to believe i wasn't. i always though i was pretty smart when it came to this kinda shit but damn i think i'm so wrong now. i know it's childish but i think it's mature. i wrote to his ex on myspace just asking if they were still together.

"just quick question for you since I don't wanna have any drama with anyone. Is Chris your b/f? If he is I'll lay off but he's making it seem like he's single. I just wanna get the story straight and I don't think I'm gonna get it from him. He siad you two are just friends but I don't wanna butt into something that already going good. If you could just let me know that. That would be awesome.

Thanks. "

That's what I wrote and i thought it was nice and respectful. I just hope this all works out for the best and i get over this crap as soon as possible. I'm the worst person to be around when i'm mad or sad. i'm such a pooper sometimes. my friend did make me this really cool pic for me yesterday. The nakie one is from like two summers ago but the other pic is from this past summer. He was bored so I flicked him some pics to play with.