well.........its late at night, or early in the morning.......and i cant sleep....damn insomnia.....i can stay awake for 30 hours and then crash for 12 and i cant seem to change my sleep pattern at all. what a joy..... did pretty much nothing today....played KOTOR on the xbox for awhile and worked out for a couple of hours. went on a short two mile bike ride....my...
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damn did i get drunk last night......
i dont even remember turning the computer off or walking the 4 feet to my futon..... but i must of for i awoke at about 4 am lying tangled in the blankets......
i stil cant believe yesterday. and i think everyone around me is getting sick of me talking about my "problems"....
im getting sick of it too.......
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i dont even remember turning the computer off or walking the 4 feet to my futon..... but i must of for i awoke at about 4 am lying tangled in the blankets......
i stil cant believe yesterday. and i think everyone around me is getting sick of me talking about my "problems"....
im getting sick of it too.......
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why is god intent on making me wish i was dead?....
not that i believe in god...its just great to blame something for all the shit in my world.
ive been trying to forget about the woman i love..........ive been trying to pretend she never existed. and she fucking emails me today like she never ripped my heart out and shot it with a shotgun...
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not that i believe in god...its just great to blame something for all the shit in my world.
ive been trying to forget about the woman i love..........ive been trying to pretend she never existed. and she fucking emails me today like she never ripped my heart out and shot it with a shotgun...
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another day gone no?........never to be lived again. i spent the night watching videos off the internet of stupid funny things. good times, good times. i'm trying to forget the world exists. i'm trying to pretend i was created today and there was no yesterday. but i dont know if i'm having much luck. getting out of bed is hard....going to sleep is even harder....
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hey online world........
so i found this place and thought it was amazing. signed right up i did....
i've been keeping a journal of sorts the past couple of months....... life has been pretty screwed up. although i always end up asking myself why am i writing down memories that i would soon rather forget. its not like i will go back and read the...
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so i found this place and thought it was amazing. signed right up i did....
i've been keeping a journal of sorts the past couple of months....... life has been pretty screwed up. although i always end up asking myself why am i writing down memories that i would soon rather forget. its not like i will go back and read the...
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