so eh.
cant sleep again. my anxiety is back once more. it was gone for a better part of the week. then i had the damn day off today. too much time to myself. to much time to think again. so eh. trying to not let it bother me though. trying to distract myself, trying to think differently. (thats what i have been learn'n in "therapy". think differently). anyway. im pretty sure my computer is the devil. keeps me sane long enought to realize im not quite right in the head
. oh well. tomorrow should be a busy day at work. cant wait. hopefully i can goto sleep soon. i really am tired. i know i am. so eh.
cant sleep again. my anxiety is back once more. it was gone for a better part of the week. then i had the damn day off today. too much time to myself. to much time to think again. so eh. trying to not let it bother me though. trying to distract myself, trying to think differently. (thats what i have been learn'n in "therapy". think differently). anyway. im pretty sure my computer is the devil. keeps me sane long enought to realize im not quite right in the head
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i cant sleep for shit either.. and i know quite a few other CTians that are having our problem..
feel better dear.. dont let shit get to ya so much!!