damn did i get drunk last night......
i dont even remember turning the computer off or walking the 4 feet to my futon..... but i must of for i awoke at about 4 am lying tangled in the blankets......
i stil cant believe yesterday. and i think everyone around me is getting sick of me talking about my "problems"....
im getting sick of it too....
so i was full of hate and anger today. and more bad emotions.....fuck an a.....
i did start a killer work out program today though....i am in pain right now...maybe i over did it...but i was just so damn inspired....or maybe i have a death wish and was hoping to collapse from exhaustion...havent figured it out yet...
now off to bed i go, while the bourne idenity plays in the background.... i love that movie...its not even that good but i love it....i think im crazy.
i dont even remember turning the computer off or walking the 4 feet to my futon..... but i must of for i awoke at about 4 am lying tangled in the blankets......
i stil cant believe yesterday. and i think everyone around me is getting sick of me talking about my "problems"....
im getting sick of it too....
so i was full of hate and anger today. and more bad emotions.....fuck an a.....
i did start a killer work out program today though....i am in pain right now...maybe i over did it...but i was just so damn inspired....or maybe i have a death wish and was hoping to collapse from exhaustion...havent figured it out yet...
now off to bed i go, while the bourne idenity plays in the background.... i love that movie...its not even that good but i love it....i think im crazy.
