another day gone no?........never to be lived again. i spent the night watching videos off the internet of stupid funny things. good times, good times. i'm trying to forget the world exists. i'm trying to pretend i was created today and there was no yesterday. but i dont know if i'm having much luck. getting out of bed is hard....going to sleep is even harder. i have much to do tomorrow....wish it would hurry up and get here, because im having a hard time with now...........oh being cryptic and full of bitter sarcasm....whatever.