Hola muchachos y muchachas,
I was late to work. I went to visit my psych doctor. They're giving me the MAOI talk again. I'm becoming more and more resistant to anti-depressants, and they're afraid that its only going to get worse unless I try the big guns. Normally, I would be all about trying something new and positive, but these drugs come with some drastic changes. I'll have to completely change my diet and medication intake for fear of death. No aged cheeses, no fava beans, no soy sauce, no seitan, no decongestants, no sudafed, no chocolate. If I slip up I could end up hostpitalized or dead. Its kind of this scary thing. But its slowly becoming my only option. I'm bummed, and I really need to think long and hard about it. When does my mental health out weigh everything else in my life?
Todays musical selections revolve around Slowdive. They are all off-shoots of this amazing band. Neil Halstead, Rachel Goswell, Monster Movie, and Mojave 3. Its kind of interesting to see which members brought what musical influences to the table. Each band is very different from one another but at the same time similar.
All the girls at work are bitchy. Sometimes it is such a drag working with women. They all have this attitude problem. You don't get this catty shit from men. If a guy is pissed they'll just say it, they won't hide behind emails. This is why most of my friends are guys.....there's no bullshit. I really can't stand being around women...grrr...so much fucking drama. Seriously.
I need to go buy the new Sigur Ros album tonight.
Then, finally new Gilmore Girls and Supernatural. I'm such a dork, i'm actually excited about tv.
Is autumn here yet?
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So, I've had it. I got a nasty email from a coworker telling me that I'm not doing enough now that I'm a LTC. An LTC are the main sales people in my office. They get paid more then me, blah blah blah. Well, it seems my position was changed without my prior knowledge and without a pay increase...nice, isn't it? So I completely called them on it, sent them an email back telling them I'm not being properly compensated, I wasn't told of my new responsibilities and I'm going to keep on working the way I was until I have an official meeting.
so in other words, I sent them a big "fuck you"
I feel better now.
I was late to work. I went to visit my psych doctor. They're giving me the MAOI talk again. I'm becoming more and more resistant to anti-depressants, and they're afraid that its only going to get worse unless I try the big guns. Normally, I would be all about trying something new and positive, but these drugs come with some drastic changes. I'll have to completely change my diet and medication intake for fear of death. No aged cheeses, no fava beans, no soy sauce, no seitan, no decongestants, no sudafed, no chocolate. If I slip up I could end up hostpitalized or dead. Its kind of this scary thing. But its slowly becoming my only option. I'm bummed, and I really need to think long and hard about it. When does my mental health out weigh everything else in my life?
Todays musical selections revolve around Slowdive. They are all off-shoots of this amazing band. Neil Halstead, Rachel Goswell, Monster Movie, and Mojave 3. Its kind of interesting to see which members brought what musical influences to the table. Each band is very different from one another but at the same time similar.
All the girls at work are bitchy. Sometimes it is such a drag working with women. They all have this attitude problem. You don't get this catty shit from men. If a guy is pissed they'll just say it, they won't hide behind emails. This is why most of my friends are guys.....there's no bullshit. I really can't stand being around women...grrr...so much fucking drama. Seriously.
I need to go buy the new Sigur Ros album tonight.
Then, finally new Gilmore Girls and Supernatural. I'm such a dork, i'm actually excited about tv.
Is autumn here yet?
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So, I've had it. I got a nasty email from a coworker telling me that I'm not doing enough now that I'm a LTC. An LTC are the main sales people in my office. They get paid more then me, blah blah blah. Well, it seems my position was changed without my prior knowledge and without a pay increase...nice, isn't it? So I completely called them on it, sent them an email back telling them I'm not being properly compensated, I wasn't told of my new responsibilities and I'm going to keep on working the way I was until I have an official meeting.
so in other words, I sent them a big "fuck you"
I feel better now.
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egon:
thank you for the birthday wishes.
robosagogo:
What did you think of Supernatural?