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Friday Sep 09, 2005

Sep 9, 2005
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I guess I should update. I got thrown of course by the whole financial catastrophe I've been dealing with.

On Wedsenday my wallet was stolen. Some really kind soul found it in North Philly that night and called me about it and returned it to me on Thursday morning. My credit cards and money was gone, but I was happy to get everything else back, including my driver's license.
Until the unauthorized transactions post in my bank account and credit card statement I can't file a report to either company. I hate this waiting. Its making me uneasy. I'm going to the bank again today hoping that something went through and I can begin the two week process of trying to get my money back. I used what little saving I had to open a new checking and savings account, so I could at least be able to get some money out.
My original checking account stil says I have - $280. That just makes me queasy looking at it. I don't have any money, I had checks out to pay for bills, and some asshole fucked everything up. It just makes me so mad. Why pick on the poor girl that needs every damn penny to pay for bills, you know?

The whole thing has just made me feel vulnerable. The same thing happened when my car was broken into. I feel violated and I don't feel safe.

Its all I've been thinking about. I'm so papranoid about getting my money back. I honestly can't afford to not have it back. Hell, I couldn't afford the $35 they stole from my wallet in cash.

I'm just miserable and emotionally exhausted. I want to get very far away from this city right now. I want to go somewhere and get my mind off of all this crap.

I'm sorry for the mopey entry, I just needed to vent. I also need a shot of vodka and sleep, but that will have to wait.

How are you kiddies?
Anyone want to come give me a hug?
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illstabyou:
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Sep 9, 2005
fieldofdepth:
That sucks. I lost my wallet once and a man drove two towns over to bring it to me and it still had the money in it and everything. I tried to give him the money that was in the wallet and he wouldn't take it. It was pretty cool.
*hugs*
Sep 10, 2005

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