My dad called me last night. My mom is out of ICU. She's back on the 6th floor (where she always seems to be) in a regular room. I called her and talked to her for a bit before the doctors came in. I have never been so happy to hear my moms voice.
There's just something about talking to my mom...its reassuring. I immediately feel like a kid again, and there's something nice about that. Like all the stupid crap in the rest of my life melts away for a few minutes. I don't even know what I would do without that security blanket, you know?
I'm damp. It was pouring out this morning, which isn't that bad. I don't mind walking in the rain. I just don't like sitting at my desk in wet clothes the rest of the day. My sneakers are soggy and boy is that not comfortable. I should have brought flip flops with me to change into.
Ah well.
I played WoW last night, instead of knitting. I know, i'm terrible. But this game is so addicting. I can just sit down, run around and kill some things for awhile, then go back to my town and shut it off. Its nice to just pick up and play something. I do have to knit tonight though. I've been avoiding it for the past 5 days...I don't really know why either. I just haven't felt motivated. Maybe its been because my mind is elsewhere.
I need to talk about something other then depressing topics..sooo....tell me anything. A random fact or story.
Please fill my brain with subjects other then hospitals..
There's just something about talking to my mom...its reassuring. I immediately feel like a kid again, and there's something nice about that. Like all the stupid crap in the rest of my life melts away for a few minutes. I don't even know what I would do without that security blanket, you know?
I'm damp. It was pouring out this morning, which isn't that bad. I don't mind walking in the rain. I just don't like sitting at my desk in wet clothes the rest of the day. My sneakers are soggy and boy is that not comfortable. I should have brought flip flops with me to change into.
Ah well.
I played WoW last night, instead of knitting. I know, i'm terrible. But this game is so addicting. I can just sit down, run around and kill some things for awhile, then go back to my town and shut it off. Its nice to just pick up and play something. I do have to knit tonight though. I've been avoiding it for the past 5 days...I don't really know why either. I just haven't felt motivated. Maybe its been because my mind is elsewhere.
I need to talk about something other then depressing topics..sooo....tell me anything. A random fact or story.
Please fill my brain with subjects other then hospitals..
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so....are you coming to chicago to share your knitted goods?
I have been thinking of you and praying for your Mom. Stay strong...that's the only advice I can really give you.
I'm not exactly sad, just overwhelmed and uncertain about alot of things. Very lonely too. It's very hard to spend every night alone in the house.
Oh well. Thanks for the comment though.