aponia

I'm in a bad mood. I can feel it, creeping up my neck, coming out of my eyes. I just don't feel like being tolerable today.

I came in to work and got yelled at about 10 minutes after I arrived. I answered the phone, which was my first mistake. some woman was screaming because her 17 year old daughter was not at a camp on the beach. So, she called her mom from Spain to cry about it. This is after only being there a day. I just want not in the mood. I wanted to tell her that her daughter was obviously a spoiled brat, but i didn't. I tried to stay calm. After a half an hour of her bullshit I nearly put my fist through the wall. Ok, your rich, I fucking get it, but not every little thing is going to go your fucking way when you throw money at it. The nerve of some fucking people....people are starving on the streets, and your fucking kid is pissed she's 5 minutes from the beach, in Spain even?! WTF??? How can these people even look at themselves in the mirror?

So thats been my day thus far.

I'm sick of hacking up my lungs. I wish I was healthy.

I have an interview on thursday. Its for a part time teaching job. Some kind of evening classes teaching knitting to adults. I need the extra money so badly, so I'm coming into work late and going on the interview. I'm not sure I'm the right tempermant to teach anyone anything, but we'll see. Maybe I'm just feeling so cranky today its blurring my judgement.

I love knitting, and i have such a high respect for the artform. Trendy knitters drive me fucking nuts! I hate explaining things to them. And those people who love Stich and Bitch....ARGH! I like the patterns from the books but I hate the people who look at it likes its the bible. There are SO many better books out there.

I'm a knitting snob and i'm damn proud of it!

See...i'm cranky. i should not be posting because I want to bite everyones head off.

I'll be more optimistic later....