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I'm so tired. And kind of stupid. Instead of my normal iced coffee I thought I would mix it up. I got a Strawberry and Cream Frappucino. This gave me no caffine that I so desperately needed and it has given me a mild tummy ache.

Sometimes my lack of common sense when it comes to food even amazes me.

I had a "date" with my friend Laura last night. We went to New Harmony and had vegan Chinese. I had the Sweet and sour "chicken" and she had the "ham" fried rice. I was very jealous of her food. I plan on getting that next time. A good time was had by all, and I look forward to my leftover lunch with baited breath.

Today is going to be a long fucking day. Yesterday at the staff meeting they annouced that I am now the lady in charge of the wholesale department, which is what i wanted (but no increase in pay so I'm being shafted), but they didn't tell the current head of it until that moment in front of everyone. I don't think she took it very well. And I have about zero preparation to take over the reigns. I'm not looking forward to next week.
Then, after work, we're all going out for drinks because the annoying guy is finally leaving. We're all happy about it. I nearly punched him yesterday so i'm insanely happy about it. The first few rounds are on work so I plan on drinking as much as i can and leaving early.

At some point this weekend we are going to go home and see my mom. I have to mentally prepare for this. It always is weird...like there's tension. I love my mom but boy does she not always make that easy. Ususally in the hospital she's a pussycat, but at home, she can be a bit more moody.

I actually have alot of work to do today. so i'll keep this breif.

oh...thanks for all the well-wishes on finding my calling. I'm such a dork, I'm excited about the idea of going back to school. I would walk across campus, take notes, weave, work on projects. I just cannot wait until my catalogs come in! This is the first feeling of real optimism and hope that I've had in a long while...

Happy Friday!