I am so fucking burnt out....seriously.
I need a vacation away from everything...too bad I only have $50 to last me until my next paycheck.
I can't even withdrawl enough to keep me in iced coffee next week.
At work I had a mini-meltdown this morning. I'm so frustrated...I have my review, I complain about the lack of respect and the lack of work being done in my workplace. They completely agree and i feel hopeful that everything will get better. HA! Nothing has changed, I'm still ripping my hair out, i'm still fixing the mistakes of those in higher positions then me...I still have no money in my fucking bank account! I've just about had it. Seriously...I can't take it anymore. Stop dangling a fucking carrot in my face to keep me here...because I'm not stupid...I know there's fucking nothing behind it. It just infuriates me how I am getting treated...its like my complaints don't mean shit. Everyones complaints don't mean anything...because nothing changes.
I need to talk to my manager NOW...but she's on vacation. So I'm just shit out of luck...
I needed to vent in the worst way. I mean, this job has gotten me smoking...something I didn't do for years until I started here...I go out for a cigarette just to get the hell away.
And yeah...I could go get another job...but I am getting zero call backs...I send out resumes..nothing. Its not that easy...and i HATE when people tell me "just go get another job"...because this always comes from someone who hasn't looked for a job in years. If it was that easy...would I still fucking be here?
I'm sorry...I feel terrible for just yelling and complaining...its just the only release I can have right now.
I should just vomit on my desk, claim that i'm sick, and go home.
Anyway....::breathing deeply::
Knitting circle is tonight. I'm not as excited about going as normal. Its so hot in the store it makes knitting uncomfortable. Is there anywhere I can escape to from this heat??
Go read Apocalypse_Dude's journal. Worst album covers of all time...hilarious stuff.
Man oh man...do I need a vacation...I wish I had somewhere to go for free.
I want to play hookie sometime this week....anyone want to skip work with me and head to the beach?
I need a vacation away from everything...too bad I only have $50 to last me until my next paycheck.
I can't even withdrawl enough to keep me in iced coffee next week.
At work I had a mini-meltdown this morning. I'm so frustrated...I have my review, I complain about the lack of respect and the lack of work being done in my workplace. They completely agree and i feel hopeful that everything will get better. HA! Nothing has changed, I'm still ripping my hair out, i'm still fixing the mistakes of those in higher positions then me...I still have no money in my fucking bank account! I've just about had it. Seriously...I can't take it anymore. Stop dangling a fucking carrot in my face to keep me here...because I'm not stupid...I know there's fucking nothing behind it. It just infuriates me how I am getting treated...its like my complaints don't mean shit. Everyones complaints don't mean anything...because nothing changes.
I need to talk to my manager NOW...but she's on vacation. So I'm just shit out of luck...
I needed to vent in the worst way. I mean, this job has gotten me smoking...something I didn't do for years until I started here...I go out for a cigarette just to get the hell away.
And yeah...I could go get another job...but I am getting zero call backs...I send out resumes..nothing. Its not that easy...and i HATE when people tell me "just go get another job"...because this always comes from someone who hasn't looked for a job in years. If it was that easy...would I still fucking be here?
I'm sorry...I feel terrible for just yelling and complaining...its just the only release I can have right now.
I should just vomit on my desk, claim that i'm sick, and go home.
Anyway....::breathing deeply::
Knitting circle is tonight. I'm not as excited about going as normal. Its so hot in the store it makes knitting uncomfortable. Is there anywhere I can escape to from this heat??
Go read Apocalypse_Dude's journal. Worst album covers of all time...hilarious stuff.
Man oh man...do I need a vacation...I wish I had somewhere to go for free.
I want to play hookie sometime this week....anyone want to skip work with me and head to the beach?
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fieldofdepth:
California is nice this time of year. 
mr_alfa:
I would go to the beach with you but i did some sun damage. The blisters fromt he sunbrun on my forehead just started geoing away.