aponia

I'm exhausted and manic.
I've come to realize if I'm stressed out or really tired I go manic. Maybe its because my brain is sluggish, so it can't keep control over my mania.
I don't know. I hate it. It makes me miserable and annoyed.
I can't really describe what it feels like, but its not the best state to be in.

Tonight is knitting circle. I look forward to it every week. I have alot to work on. Alot to talk about.

And two more days til the weekend...YES! I have never wanted Friday to come more then I do right now. I need sleep and knitting and movie watching time. I need alcohol and close friends and food. I need time away, even if its only in my house.

Can you tell I have nothing really to report?

My boy's bro is getting married on Thursday. I always thought we would be the first to get hitched. I'm happy for him. They've been together 8 years, its about damn time!
It has started the wedding bells in my head though...I still don't have a ring on my finger....hint hint...and its been five years....hint hint...(Apocalypse_Dude I'm looking at you!)

I like to fuck with my boy...mentally. Get your minds out of the gutter!

I need somewhere to go on the cheap. Anyone have any suggestions? I want to sit outside, read a book, and nap in a chair. Where can I do this?

I'm horny...and I'm cooped up in this office for another 6 hours, then 3 hours of knitting circle.....oh my god. I'll be crawling the walls by then!!! What I wouldn't give for a good..........ok.....so I won't get into it here.

Mmmm....fuck.....

I need a nap.