aponia

I'm so stressed out from work right now. I love it here, I love almost everyone I work with, I love the company. I just really wish that other people's stupidity wouldn't become my problem. Its driving me nuts. And believe me, these issues are just due to carelessness. People not paying attention to work or anything around them.

Besides all of the drama of my day to day, I've just felt really quiet lately. I don't really want to talk or be talked to. I want quiet. All noise seems to be crawling under my skin lately. Everything seems so loud in the city. I can't walk down a street, or sit at my desk, or lay in my bed without hearing something or someone. There's got to be somewhere that's quiet, right? I want to be where ever that place is right now. I feel like going into hiding.

I just need to get away from my life. But you can never really do that. No matter where you go, for any length of time, all the headaches are waiting for you when you get home. It would just be nice to have one day where I didn't have to make decisions or work around other people.

blah.

I really need to get more sleep.