Well, i left that bundle of angst up long enough, eh?
Anyway. Spending today trying to move and think as little as possible. My head is throbbing in unison with my jaw. I don't think a million more advil and sudafed will do crap, so I'm trying to do as little as possible yet keep my mind occupied enough so I don't sob in pain.
Good times good times....
I had a second interview yesterday for the job I really want. I don't dare speak its name or I'll jinx it. All I will really say is that I want it. I'm trying very hard to keep level-headed about it, but I'm dreaming of the damn position now! Literally...in my dream... Please wish me as much luck as you can muster. I need all the cosmic mojo I can get!!!
I'm still applying places, hoping my resume isn't just going to cyberspace oblivion. Although, after driving to the burbs for an interview on Monday it became painfully clear that it would be HORRID to drive anywhere out of the city, no matter how much the paid me, every day. I guess I'm just not a commuter kind of gal. Or maybe I've finally realized that my quality of life far out weighs a paycheck. (I say this now, before I'm destitute....give me a few weeks..)
Painkiller is my new favorite game as of late. The boy played it on PC, he got me a copy for X-box. I'm still really not happy with first person controls on a console, but I'm getting better at it. There's something very rewarding about unloading round after round of shotgun shells at undead bikers and zombies. Favorite weapon by far.....shotgun. Is there really any reason to use anything else? Sure its a tiny bit slow, but its packs a punch nothing else really does. Although, I do admit the Painkiller chopping function and steak gun are endlessly entertaining.
I'm hoping for some holiday coming up we'll eventually hunkerdown and get a X-box 360. I want to play Dead Rising in the worst possible way. Having an endless aresenal of weapons at your disposal to kill zombies....awesome!
The shawl I'm working on for my mom-in-law is nearly done. I'm just at a very long tedious part. I know i know...I need to just do it....I just wish my head would cooperate so I can just get it done instead of wincing in pain every five minutes.
I need employment soon. My wish list of purchases is getting out of hand. I already have full color palettes of makeup and a sweaters worth of yarn picked out. Well...the sweater is actually amazingly cheap. Knitpicks has the gauge I need, a very nice color, and the yardage I need, and it would be a cheap $42 bucks with free shipping!!! And I thought the original yarn it called for was cheap for $73....to have something similar be under $50 is damn near unbelievable!!!! Sigh......
I'm going to go daydream some more about health benefits and all the great prescription I might be able to afford soon........god...and dental coverage? Thats just a wet dream waiting to happen!!!
Everything is going to be ok soon, right?
Anyway. Spending today trying to move and think as little as possible. My head is throbbing in unison with my jaw. I don't think a million more advil and sudafed will do crap, so I'm trying to do as little as possible yet keep my mind occupied enough so I don't sob in pain.
Good times good times....
I had a second interview yesterday for the job I really want. I don't dare speak its name or I'll jinx it. All I will really say is that I want it. I'm trying very hard to keep level-headed about it, but I'm dreaming of the damn position now! Literally...in my dream... Please wish me as much luck as you can muster. I need all the cosmic mojo I can get!!!
I'm still applying places, hoping my resume isn't just going to cyberspace oblivion. Although, after driving to the burbs for an interview on Monday it became painfully clear that it would be HORRID to drive anywhere out of the city, no matter how much the paid me, every day. I guess I'm just not a commuter kind of gal. Or maybe I've finally realized that my quality of life far out weighs a paycheck. (I say this now, before I'm destitute....give me a few weeks..)
Painkiller is my new favorite game as of late. The boy played it on PC, he got me a copy for X-box. I'm still really not happy with first person controls on a console, but I'm getting better at it. There's something very rewarding about unloading round after round of shotgun shells at undead bikers and zombies. Favorite weapon by far.....shotgun. Is there really any reason to use anything else? Sure its a tiny bit slow, but its packs a punch nothing else really does. Although, I do admit the Painkiller chopping function and steak gun are endlessly entertaining.
I'm hoping for some holiday coming up we'll eventually hunkerdown and get a X-box 360. I want to play Dead Rising in the worst possible way. Having an endless aresenal of weapons at your disposal to kill zombies....awesome!
The shawl I'm working on for my mom-in-law is nearly done. I'm just at a very long tedious part. I know i know...I need to just do it....I just wish my head would cooperate so I can just get it done instead of wincing in pain every five minutes.
I need employment soon. My wish list of purchases is getting out of hand. I already have full color palettes of makeup and a sweaters worth of yarn picked out. Well...the sweater is actually amazingly cheap. Knitpicks has the gauge I need, a very nice color, and the yardage I need, and it would be a cheap $42 bucks with free shipping!!! And I thought the original yarn it called for was cheap for $73....to have something similar be under $50 is damn near unbelievable!!!! Sigh......
I'm going to go daydream some more about health benefits and all the great prescription I might be able to afford soon........god...and dental coverage? Thats just a wet dream waiting to happen!!!
Everything is going to be ok soon, right?
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I'm going to go daydream some more about health benefits and all the great prescription I might be able to afford soon........god...and dental coverage? Thats just a wet dream waiting to happen!!!
It's true, we really are maturing as we age. My inner child is weaping .
I may be quiting my job in the next month or so, hopefully things will change so I won't have to, but I'm not ruling out the posibility. If I do, I'll be joining you in the "job hunting-suckfest"
i wanna think about a big pot luck dinner or something for sep....for all the cabin folx...for everyone to meet each other (since there are a few people that the "crew" don't know)...is there a best weekend/time for you kids??
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