The more interviews I go on, the less it seem to know.
It went ok...I think. I was explicitly told not to wear a suit, to let my tattoos show, etc. But amazinlgy enough, I still felt weird looking like I normally do. And I hate feeling like that...it made me self-conscious. And..well...waiting for 20 minutes in the waiting area made me nervous too. Anyway...yeah. I applied for the EXACT SAME POSITION 3 years ago. The head of the department is still there. I'm curious to see if he remembers me. If the human resources lady liked me I will hopefully have a second interview early next week, which means hypothetically I should be getting a call tommorrow. I have no idea if she liked me or not, I seem to be clueless at judging people as of late. We had nice small talk about cosmetics....but I'm not sure if that was something good or not.
Waiting sucks. It just does. And it seems like its all I've been doing for weeks now.
I have two other interviews next week, but its hard to keep up the positive momentum. You start to have thoughts like "well, no one else has liked me thus far, why should this change?" Argh argh argh!
Sorry...I'm just on pins and needles and I can't muster thoughts about anything BUT this. All I think about all day long is the search for employment...its sucking out my friggin soul!
oh...in case anyone was ever interested...the public healthcare system of Philadelphia SUCKS ASS!!!! Two freakin clinics in a big ass city...appointments are booked until November...and they only see 12...count em...12 walk in appointments a day. WTF???!!!??? And since I only have a sinus infection and swollen ankle I'm sure I wouldn't make the cut to be one of those 12....and...well...I'm not standing on line in South Philly at 6am.
GRRRR!!!!!
NEED....SOMETHING....POSITIVE....SOON!!!!!
It went ok...I think. I was explicitly told not to wear a suit, to let my tattoos show, etc. But amazinlgy enough, I still felt weird looking like I normally do. And I hate feeling like that...it made me self-conscious. And..well...waiting for 20 minutes in the waiting area made me nervous too. Anyway...yeah. I applied for the EXACT SAME POSITION 3 years ago. The head of the department is still there. I'm curious to see if he remembers me. If the human resources lady liked me I will hopefully have a second interview early next week, which means hypothetically I should be getting a call tommorrow. I have no idea if she liked me or not, I seem to be clueless at judging people as of late. We had nice small talk about cosmetics....but I'm not sure if that was something good or not.
Waiting sucks. It just does. And it seems like its all I've been doing for weeks now.
I have two other interviews next week, but its hard to keep up the positive momentum. You start to have thoughts like "well, no one else has liked me thus far, why should this change?" Argh argh argh!
Sorry...I'm just on pins and needles and I can't muster thoughts about anything BUT this. All I think about all day long is the search for employment...its sucking out my friggin soul!
oh...in case anyone was ever interested...the public healthcare system of Philadelphia SUCKS ASS!!!! Two freakin clinics in a big ass city...appointments are booked until November...and they only see 12...count em...12 walk in appointments a day. WTF???!!!??? And since I only have a sinus infection and swollen ankle I'm sure I wouldn't make the cut to be one of those 12....and...well...I'm not standing on line in South Philly at 6am.
GRRRR!!!!!
NEED....SOMETHING....POSITIVE....SOON!!!!!
teena:
have you tried the broad st health center? i used to go there and its not expensive (based on your income) and they have walk ins all day long!
fieldofdepth:
Looking for a job has to be on the top of shittiest things you have to do.