aponia

I guess I should update.

I don't really see why I am anymore. SG has gone to crap. Ok...some aspects are still ok, but the whole reason why I loved this site, why I joined in the first place, seems to have vanished. I joined because I wanted to meet like-minded people. I felt like it was this oasis for alternative-minded people. I liked that fact that most people on here were not your typical frat boy.

I don't know...it doesn't feel as much like us against them as it does a huge suburban mall now. Too many normal people who listen to the radio and like it. And the aspects of the site that were made for communications have been screwed up with this overhaul. No one seems to comment to anyone anymore. I barely do because its too much of a pain in the ass. And this whole private feature is bullshit. Sure, its nice that not everyone can read everything I have to say, just my "friends", but by reading strangers blogs I met some awesome people I wouldn't have originally known, you know?

If Myspace didn't drive me nuts, I'd probably dump this and stay there. I don't know...I'll give it a few more months. My subscription is done until December anyway...


Anyway...back to other things...
My blue lace stole is done. I'll take pictures tonight. I've already started my next lace project. Its the only thing I really like to do anymore. I could do lace all day everyday and never get sick of it. I'll have to figure out how I'm actually going to be able to rock a shawl this autumn and not look like an idiot. I'll figure it out. I'll start a new fashion trend, all the cool kids will look like little old ladies...it will be awesome!

I think I've sent out over 150 resumes since I moved here 6 years ago. Thats just insane.

I hate the heat. Its not supposed to be like 100 degrees here.
Oh yeah....global warming doesn't exist....this all normal...right?

I think I'm the only one on the planet who hated Clerks. I'm sure I will hate Clerks 2. Why has no one called this man a hack yet?
One....trick....pony....

I'm beginning to become obsessed with the coming fall. This happens every year around this time. I get sick of the summer and the heat and I begin to think of nothing but falling leaves, brisk evenings, and Halloween. All the yarn I'm buying is gold, orange, red, brown and green. Sigh.....three whole months away.....sigh....

I saw a Dashboard Confessionals display at my local record store. I nearly cried. They've been corrupted. How does crap like that get signed? I mean...sure...emo is popular and blah blah blah but it seems like every horrible emo band in the world now has an album out. Do the record executives even listen to them? Do the people buying the albums listen to them? Are there secret subliminal messages that make the general public like them? I'm so confused.....whenever I turn on MTV or the radio i lose faith in humanity...

Bars are good. I can't get enough of them.



...next time...I'll be less cranky...I swear!